Explaination

apathy

I can look at someone who is hurting, angry, miserable, and not give a god damn.

I am an apathetic Bitch. And I know it and I'm not changing because I don't even care. I'm not sorry.

I see some really fucked up people. I don't feel anything except interest. I want to understand their emotions and thoughts. I don't feel their pain, so instead I try to understand their minds as fully as possible.

Not being emotional helps a person to think clearly, so naturally it is much easier for me to understand.

But even after I have identified the feeling, found the possible causes for it, figured out the thought process and justification for the persons emotions, I still don't care. I'm still interested.

I give good advice. I can understand enough to give you information on how to deal with situations, or yourself.

But people often get hung up on the fact that I don't actually care. I try my best to explain what I do, but it is a challenge. I wish I could find someone like me.

I've heard things about people who understand but don't care being terrible people. People who lie to manipulate others to do terrible things. People who simply mock others for having their emotions.

Maybe I am bad by nature. Despite my attempts to actually use this to help people, maybe it doesn't matter. Because I don't care I am an evil human being.

It's not my fault. I wish I could say I was sorry but I would be lying. I'm trying to explain but how could anyone understand anyway?

I conduct personal science experiments with human emotions. I try to help others, but not because I care. I'm a fucking advice machine but only because I am legitimately interested in what will happen.

I am helping. You must know that. Even if I am an evil, despicable, unfeeling disgrace to the human race. I don't apologize. And I don't care if it's wrong of me. I'm doing my best.