Lost Memories (Taehyung X Jennie) (UNDER HEAVY EDITING)

◆ Forty - Five ◆

- Jennie

Days have passed...
Jisoo, Chaeyoung and Lisa's visiting me everyday and informing me about Taehyung.

At times, they are bringing foods and then we are going to watch movies.

They are making me happy.
But behind these laughs with them, I'm just not telling that I'm really devastated towards Taehyung's conditions.

And while we are watching a K-drama...
I stood up to get some water, but as I did...
I felt dizzy, I rubbed my forehead and look straight at the bath that I should be taking....

My vision went blurry.
My feet are cold.
My hands are sweaty.
My head aches.
My knees are weak.
My body is numb.
My hearing came to silence.

Until.....

"I should be the one you love, not him.

Why are you even fighting for him?

He can't afford what you have.

He's just a dirty rat.

You should love me, it's for you too."

"Sir, what should I do with now?"

"Do whatever is in the plan.

And leave it after.

Don't mess up or you're dead."

~

"I can't afford you...

Even though I gave my whole life, I can't afford you. You're a rich heir. I'm just from a poor family, a family of farmers, exactly. No matyer how I work hard, I can't have the things you have...the money, the power, that perfect life you have."

~

"Don't think of him already, I'm here to marry you soon."

Memories have flashed.
Random memories, no patters.
It is all just a scene, small scenes.

Who's the one talking to me?
The one in my memory before Taehyung flashed...who's that man? And the man thay called him sir?

Before I could think of...
I fell already on the floor...
I could still hear them rushing unto me and yelling for help...

But my vision went black and few seconds...
Everything was shut...

"I love you, but if remembering everything means to hurt you...then...we shouldn't force you to remember all of those. Jist forget it."

"Just think of it as edited pictures and videos."

"I want her to remember everything...
But we're just going to hurt each other...I don't want seeing her crying again."

"It was my fault. If I just didn't let her that night...if I didn't broke her heart...if I could just die than letting her get kidnapped..."

"Jendeukie."

I was awakened...
I'm inside my room...
A servant is wiping a wet towel on my forehead.

She looked at me.

"She's awake!"
    In her surprise, she.informed everyone.

"Gwaenchanha!?"
    My members ran towards me and sat beside me.

I nodded as they asked.
Then I sat straight and asked for water...
They handed me a semi-cold water and I drank it.

I creases my forehead in annoyance from the shining light of my room, it's too bright.

"Can you please...turn the lights dimmed?"
    I requested and the servant lessen the brightness.

"Kamsa."
    I thanked and looked at my members.

Then, a doctor came to talk.

"Jennie, are you stressed these days? You're getting sick often thslese month, you fainyed several times. Do you take meal regularly? Are you sleeping well everynight?"
   My doctor's tone was about scolding me but I just shooked my head in response.

I am honestly admiting that I don't do take care of myself well these days and that I'm too stressed over things....but I can't help it.

"Please, take care of her. Her fainting times are getting several, don't let her get depress, it might end to a severe sickness."
   My doctor's tone was really worried.

I just thought...

"Are you thinking about me right now, Taehyung?"

But of course, I can't ask him...
I'm such a dumb person...

- Taehyung

I wonder...what could be she doing right now?

Is she fine?
Is she sick?
What is she doing?
Is she with Eun Woo?

.....

"Jendeukie."

I went to the kitchen...
I found my members at the living room but didn't bother to join them.

I made a hot chocolate for this cold and rainy weather...Jennie used to do this for me...I stared at the glass with hot chocolate watching it to spin after I stir it...

Then a thunder sounded outside...

"Take care, my Jendeukie. I still love you, don't worry."

※ END OF CHAPTER ※

NOTE:    Yeorobun! Annyeong...hahaha.

Okay, I know that the pass few chapters are boring, well, yeah, it's because they are aparted, you know. Life is boring when they are not together, but don't worry, I'll start to thrill you again on the next chapter.

Stay tuned!
Kamsa!!!