Beautiful Sorrows

I'm alone, but not for long.

I'm falling,

There's a blank road ahead.

I don't know my way out

And it's kind of freaking me out.

I'm alone

In this dark cold room.

I'm shaking

And no ones here to stop it.

I wished upon a star

And look where it got me.

Now I'm going to die alone

And rot away forever.

I miss how it used to be,

I miss my friends

Telling me right from wrong.

But most of all, I miss my mom.

Remember when we were strong?

Now I feel like we're too weak.

We tried holding on,

But I think we were wrong.

We tried, mom.

At least tell everyone that.

How I was the one to fail, mom.

You were strong through it all.

I'm letting go now,

I feel a great relief.

I smile at the angels

That never left my feet.