Beautiful Sorrows

How I Feel

I'm trying to put into words,

About how I feel about you.

But I'm always scared,

That you don't feel it, too.

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I pray every night,

That you don't put up a fight.

That what I'm feeling is normal,

So why are we acting so formal?

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You see, I came to tell you,

How I love you so.

So that's why I'm telling you,

About what we reap and sow.

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I don't like how,

This is all so confusing.

Because of you,

I am losing.

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You tell me,

That you love me, too.

But then you stand up,

And turn to leave to the loo.

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I don't understand why,

This happens all the time.

When you come back,

You leave a dime.

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So this is the part,

Where I stand there like a fool.

Why do you always have to act,

Like such a freaking tool?

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Now comes the time where,

I'm crying on the stands.

All because of you,

I don't know where we land.

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So now this is it,

It's over.

But you still stand there,

Like a lucky clover.

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I guess that's how life is,

You give and you take.

But if I ask one thing,

Please, stop being so fake.