*Negans POV*
I did my best to hide my emotions when Haliey was in here. I tried to act like I didn't care that she saw between me and Sherry. But when Haliey left my room my "don't give a sh*t" look went straight to sh*t. I quickly grabbed my boxers and slung the sheets off of me as I went straight to my bathroom. I slammed the door shut behind me and leaned over my sink. I took in deep breathes as I swayed over my sink. Trying calm myself down and keep me from doing something I know I will regret later.
I probably just threw away the only real thing I have left. Everybody else is scared sh*tless to even look at me in the eyes but not Haliey. She doesn't care what anybody else thinks. That's what makes her so different.
When I kissed her it was the first time I have ever felt that way since my wife. It was different than the feeling I get with my wives. When I kissed her it felt like the kiss was actually mutual.
I don't know how long I actually stayed in the bathroom but when I got out Sherry was gone. I decided that I need to go talk to Haliey. She probably wants nothing to do with me right now, but I don't care. Especially when I'm about to go make an apology.
I put on a plain white T-shirt and my dark jeans. I put my boots on and walked over to grab Lucille but I stopped. This probably isn't the best time to bring her.
I went to Halieys room and knocked on it. I waited for a couple seconds but nobody answered. I slowly opened the door to make sure she had all of her clothes on before I barge in there. Even though I wouldn't mind if she didn't. I peaked my head in the room but found it empty. I frowned as I shut the door back. Now where the h*ll could she be?
I had to have been looking for a good fifteen minutes trying to find her. I checked all around the warehouse. Looked through all of the floors and outside, but still could not find her. I was walking around when I saw Dwight walking towards me. "Hey Dwighty boy, you seen Haliey around?" I asked slowly walking up to him. He looks around the hallway like he is trying to picture where he last saw her. "No, not in a while sir."
As soon as he said that I remembered that time we (mostly me) got drunk that time on the roof. That's were she is. I smirk and snap my fingers hinting that I got an idea. "I got it! Thanks for the help." I say in a sarcastic tone. I patted him hard on the shoulders as I passed him to head to the roof.
I started making my way up the stairs. If she wasn't here then I'm having an all out search party. Flyers and everything.
I started climbing up the ladder, my heart beat kept beating faster every time I went farther up. What was I going to do if she wasn't here? If she wasn't anywhere in the sanctuary and decided to make a run for it? My people with expect me to make an example out of her just like I did with Dwight and Sherry. But I already know for a fact I'm not going to be able to do that.
Once I finally got up to the roof I breathed a relieving sigh when I saw her sitting down by the edge. "You know if we ever play hide and seek you're my partner." I say trying to add some comic relief to the situation. She didn't even knowledge that I was there. She just kept her eyes forward, not even batting an eye.
I walked up to where she was sitting and sat down next to her, but didn't look at her. I took a deep breathe, "I'm sorry I have been such an a*shole." I say slowly. This might be the most serious I have been in years. And to be honest I really don't like it.
"Which time?" She asked calmly. "All of them." I started rubbing my hands together because I started getting nervous of what she was going to say.
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Negans weakness
FanfictionHaliey was just scavenging when she came across Negan and his so called Saviors. Negan instantly takes an interest in her and takes her back to the sanctuary. Haliey hates Negan and everything stands for but will all that change? And what will happe...