Divergent High

Chapter 4

Tris pov

I'm 4 months pregnant already! The months are going by so fast I'm starting to get nervous.

Tobias is coming over because he said that we have to talk. Whatever that means.

My parents, my brother, Lindsey, and Charlie aren't home.

He walks right in like he normally does and he has a serious face.

I run up to him and give him a nice long kiss. He holds my waist and moves me back to the living room. I start to unbutton his pants when he pulls away.

"We can't" He says

"Why? My parents aren't home" I say

"We have to talk" he says and I sigh

"Fine let's talk" I say

We sit on the living room floor resting our backs against the couch.

"Please don't hate me" He says

"What's going on?" I say worried and concerned

"I don't think we should be together" he comes right out and says it.

"What" I question

"What's wrong with our relationship" I ask

"You're perfect and will always be perfect. This is going to sound super cheesy but it's not you, it's me" He says

"Are you serious right now" I say

"I'm sorry tris, I feel like our relationship was rushed and we should take a small break" he says

"So we're broken up" I say

"Yeah. I guess so" he says patting his hands on his legs

"If that's how you feel then-..." I try to say and complete my sentence but I break down in tears.

He pulls me close and hugs me.

"Oh don't cry. Please don't cry. I'm not doing this to hurt you. I feel like it's the best thing to do for our baby and for us. Time will tell if we're perfect for a relationship" he says

"You're right" I whisper

"You and I both know we were only in this relationship for the sex" he says and we laugh

"Look where the sex got us" I say holding my belly

He puts a hand on my belly too which makes the baby happy, I can feel it. It makes me happy too.

"I'm going to miss you. Besides the sex, I do care about you" I say

"I care about you too" he says quickly kissing me. I hold his cheek and kiss him back but I️ pull away before it gets to heated.

"Even though we're not going to be together I will still always be there for you and be there for our baby. I'm not going anywhere" he says

"I know you're not." I say laying my head on his shoulder as we sit there.
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1 month later

I stand by Christina's locker while she puts her books away and try to ignore Tobias and his new girlfriend Sarah making out.

His family and my family are always having dinners because we're close like that but even closer now since Tobias and I are having a baby. At our last dinner he invited her and she came of course. She accepts that we're having a baby and says she will be there for us but I just don't like this girl.

She's super sweet and super nice and everything Tobias deserves but I miss him. Not just the sex but him. I miss him holding me and making me feel like the most specialist thing on this earth.

"Stop watching it's weird" Christina says snapping me out of my gaze.

"She's so perfect" I say crossing my arms over my chest

"And so are you" Christina says to me with a smile

"I'm not perfect because if I was Tobias would be with me and not with her" I say and I feel the hormonal tears coming.

"Are you going to cry" she ask and I nod

She brings me into a hug and I quickly wipe my tears.

"I'm tired of being pregnant." I say wiping off a few tears.

"Has Tobias been helping out" she ask

"Occasionally he'll come over see if I need help with anything. We went baby shopping once and of course Sarah was there. He comes to the appointments but nothing ever happens we just awkwardly talk on the way there and home" I explain to her

"He'll come around. Watch as soon as the baby is born he'll be at your side nonstop" she says

We look over at Tobias and Sarah, they are still at it. Finally she pulls away first. She grabs Tobias hand and they walk away somewhere. Probably to go have great amazing sex.

I lean against a locker and hold my belly as I think about what could've been.
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"Sarah wants to know if we're having a gender reveal party" Tobias says as we eat Chinese take out in the living room of my parents house.

We're not allowed to be in my room alone. It's a Sarah rule. She's nice but controlling.

My parents are not a fan of hers and so aren't Tobias's, you could tell. She's so nice to them but she's not Tobias material.

I say that their perfect for each other but in reality I'm only saying that because I don't have him.

"I was going to talk to you about that" I say

"I think it would be nice to have one but I have one rule" I add

"What" He says

"No Sarah" I say

"She wants to be apart of it" he says

"It's just that sometimes she can be controlling and I know she'll want to make all her ideas the main priority" I say

"That's not true" he says

"You know it's true" I sigh

"Maybe a little but she has good intentions" he says

"Good for her but this is our baby I want our ideas not hers. If you want her to be apart of it so much go and get her pregnant too" I say with an attitude.

I toss my Chinese food on the table and walk away to the kitchen.

He follows me into the kitchen as I grab a bottle of water.

"We haven't had sex yet if that's what you want to know" he says as I hand him a bottle of water

"I️ don't care" I say walking back to the living room

"We find out the baby's gender soon" he says changing the subject

"I think it's a boy. Mothers know, I️ can feel it" I say

"Well dads know too" he says

"I think it's going to be a girl" he adds

"No it's definitely a boy" I say and we laugh

I lay my head on his lap as we sit on the couch.

I close my eyes and he puts a hand on my belly. He rubs small circles on my belly and I giggle at his touch.

"That feels good" I say with a smile

"4 more months till we meet this beautiful baby" He says and I smile even bigger

"Please. Please let anything baby related be just you and I️" I say

"Tris-" he gets ready to protest but I stop him

"Please" I say putting my hand on top of his

"Okay" He whispers

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