Divergent High

Chapter 5

'Tris pov

"Come on we have to get the cake" I yell from the car while Tobias kisses Sarah goodbye at her house.

Today is our gender reveal party and I can't wait for everyone to find out what we're having. Tobias was suppose to pick me up this morning but he asked if I could come get him because him and Sarah were "in the middle of something." Gross, they make me puke.

Tobias gives her one last kiss then he starts walking to my car.

"Here let me drive" he says and I roll my eyes.

"If you wanted to drive so much you should've just picked me up" I say going to the passengers side

"I'm sorry can I make it up to you" He says and I laugh

"Tobias it's not so serious, it's whatever" I giggle and he just looks down and smiles

"We had sex" he says happily

I think about saying something sassy back but I see that he's happy so I respond with something nice.

"How was it" I ask trying to be a good friend

"It was her first time so it was nothing amazing but I liked it" he says and I nod

"I'm sorry I shouldn't be talking to you about this. This is awkward" he says

"It's Fine Tobias. We're friends. Friends talk about this stuff" I say happily but all I want to do is break down and cry because I miss him so much.

"Anything you want to talk about" He ask

I miss you and love you...

"No" I simply say

I turn to look out the window and a tear rows down my cheek.
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I change into a white long comfy dress and put my hair in a nice pony tail.

Tobias is wearing white too because we don't want to give the gender away with any type of colored clothing.

Tobias barges into my room without knocking and looks at me.

"I should've knocked I'm sorry" he says

"It's okay" I whisper

"What do you want" I say

"I wanted to see if you were ready" he says looking me up and down

"You look gorgeous" he blurts out and I giggle

"Thanks. You don't look too bad yourself" I say

"Um I should go" he says

"Okay I will be down in a second" I say and he leaves.

I look in the mirror and hold my belly.

"Oh baby, your dad is a mess" I say and smile
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I greet people as they knock in the door and Tobias does the same.

My best friend Christina comes and I give her a big hug.

"I'm so happy you're here. The bitch is driving me crazy" i say annoyed

The bitch means Sarah

"What is she doing" She says as I drag her into the kitchen

"She won't let Tobias go. She's so clingy to him. Every time I need him, she takes him right back. I can't Chris. I can't raise my baby with Tobias knowing that she's going to be in the picture" I say starting to get a little stressed

"Tris calm down you know stress isn't good for the baby" she says and I nod holding onto the kitchen counter.

"I'm freaking out Chris. It's hard to breath" I say breathing heavily

I've been under a lot of stress lately with keeping up with school, this baby, Tobias. I'm just going through a lot and I feel like I have no one to talk to.

She puts a hand on my hand and starts freaking out with me.

"Someone help. Tris needs to go to the hospital" Christina yells

I fell liquid run down my leg. It's blood. I start to cry. Am I having a miscarriage?
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"This happens when the mother is too stressed" the doctor says

"If you didn't come any sooner there could've been a possibility of miscarrying" she adds

I lay in the bed hooked to an IV and a hospital gown.

"Thank you doctor. We're happy she's okay" my mom says to the doctor

"For now on till the baby is born she is dismissed from school and any other activities. She must remain home on bed rest for the next 4 months till the baby is born" the doctor says and I sigh running my hands through my hair

"But prom is in 2 months. Am I allowed to go to that." I say

"It depends how your body is. Tris you have to remember you're caring another human being. You're baby is healthy but not as healthy as most babies. Any little thing could cause your baby to get sick. That's just the case in some pregnancy's. If you want your baby to survive these next few months it's all on you" the doctor says then walks out

"This better be a fast 4 months" I sigh

"I know it's sucks right now but this was your mistake. You should've never had sex" my mom says

"Mom you're not helping at all" I say

"I wish everyday I didn't sleep with him because all he's done is destroy me and drive me crazy" I say referring to Tobias who sits in the room along with his parents. Sarah left a few minutes ago.

He looks over at me with sad eyes.

"I think we should let these two talk" Evelyn says to my parents and they nod, standing to leave.

"Tris, No stressing" my mom warns and I sigh

Tobias comes to my bed and scoops me in his lap. I don't even care if this is wrong or not, I lay my head right on his chest.

"I don't want to destroy you or make you feel bad. I'm sorry that I hurt you" He whispers

"I just really cared about our relationship but you know sometimes things don't work out the way you want them too" I say wiping a tear away

"Do you really regret us sleeping together" he ask and I look up at him

"Not one bit" I whisper to him and he wipes a tear from my cheek and lays my head back on his chest.

"I'm sorry I said those things. I didn't mean them" I say and he shh's me

"It's alright tris. I was really an ass to you" he says

"I think I'm going to break up with Sarah" He whispers

"No don't, don't do that. Be with her I know you love her" I say

"But I also love you" He says and my heart melts

"You Love me?" I question

"I do. I really do" he says and I smile

"I love you too" I say holding his cheek

I think about kissing him but I want to make sure him and Sarah are done with before I get myself hurt again.

"Are you sure you want to break up with her? Don't do it because of me" I say

"I'm not. She was great and everything but she was nothing like you. I miss you" He says and I smile as I lay my head on his chest.

He puts a hand on my belly and rubs it as I slowly fall asleep on the hospital bed.

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