Bus Pass ✔️

22: Unloved

Jaye

            I been at my dad’s house for the longest, I needed to think I needed to really clear my head of all the things that has been going on. My mind was in a place where it has never been. I sat on his couch and sighed, where the fuck where I have been going for these past months.

            “Did you finally think about your decision?” my dad asked coming out from the kitchen.

            I looked at him and sighed, “How do you know when you made the wrong decision?” I asked him and he sighed sitting in front of me.

            “I can’t tell you if you made a bad decision all I know is that you’re going to feel it until you face it. I don’t know what you did but it must have been something bad because you are not at your wedding you are still here in your tux just thinking. Something is on your mind, I hope you not getting a case of cold feet.”

            I looked down at the white tux then at him and shook my head.

            “I made the wrong decision, I know I made the wrong decision, I was sitting there playing with an innocent’s woman’s heart playing her then playing Evie.”

            “The young girl who came to the cookout?”

            I nodded my head and looked at him. I played Evie in a way where I thought that she was always going to be there for me and love me through thick in thin but things changed after she cared more for her body to make her audience happy than her own boyfriend. Then there was Amina, I played one loyal woman, a woman who literally helped me become a star. She talked to me and told me things that made me happy and showed that he had the biggest dreams and I messed that up. I played her and didn’t tell her that I was in a relationship and I actually do love Amina more than Evie, I just didn’t have the heart to break Evie’s heart after a long time of dating.

            “Well what do you want? Happiness or fame?”

            I looked up at him; I wish I could have both. I wanted Happiness to always follow me and I wanted fame to be with me because I always dreamed of it.

            I opened my mouth and as soon as I could say one word my phone was ringing off of the hook with phone calls and text messages. I looked down at my phone to see Ant calling me and I slowly answered.

            “Yo,” I answered getting up and walking into the kitchen.

            “Man I don’t know what the fuck you did but you better fix it.” I looked at my phone puzzled.

            “What are you talking about?”

            “Evie got a concussion and Amina is in jail I mean you put the situation together, you so called play didn’t go how you wanted it to.” He said then hung up.

            “Fuck,” I mumbled and jammed my phone into my pocket and grabbed my keys from the wall and walked out of the house.

            Amina was in freaking jail so that only meant that she did something to Evie that she wasn’t really capable of doing.

            I got in my car and started driving to the county jail since it has only been a few hours since the incident happened I hope. Once I pulled up in the parking lot I could already see Bryah, Amina and Trevon sitting outside of the jail. I just parked on the far side of the jail and started to walk to the entrance.

            “Aye man,” I heard a voice and turned around and was immediately greeted to a punch to the face by Trevon immediately busting my lip and I fell to the ground and looked up at him, “I told you right?” I just looked at him as blood dropped down to my tux and sighed. I wasn’t going to let this stop me from seeing Amina, I just got up and walked into the building going through personnel and waiting about five minutes until they was ready for me to see her.

            They basically walked me to where her cell was as she sat there still wearing the same clothes from the wedding just with added blood. She got up and looked at me and crossed her arms across her chest.

            “So tell me this, what I get through this? I really thought that I would see something in you. You out here grinding and all in fucking phantoms and shit but I am the reason you fucking sitting in that care Jaye!” she yelled and then she chuckled, “You were just a bus driver who told me your dream and what did I do I helped you and what ended happening? Me getting played.”

            “Amin-” I said but she lifted up her finger not letting me get a single word into what I wanted to say.

            “You could leave, I got my answer, and you played me on some sly shit. I should have never done that in the first place. I let my feelings take over blinding me from the real world because I was so in love. You remember what that is right? Because you remember telling me that in my face and meaning it but it was all bullshit.” Tears started to stream down her face, “I trusted you, I loved you and I thought you loved me. You hurt my heart Jaye you did,” she sobbed.

            I just stood in front of the bars and sighed. I really fucked up.

            I couldn’t say anything but to turn around and leave her alone. I went to the bail office and paid her bond just so she could leave. I knew that Bryah and everyone else were going to be worried about her. The police escorted me out of the building to my car and once I got in, I just thought everything that she told me. She was right about almost everything except for one thing. I meant it when I said I was in love with her.

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