Mr Diary,
I'm with Rachel. But she's not with me. There's a hole in my heart. She's become a dark cloud. And I'm feeling abandoned. She's not opening to me. Who am I to her? I was supposed to be her boyfriend. She's my girlfriend. Or was. I don't know anymore. I...
What am I writing? Who are you to listen to me?
My head hurts. I want to wake up. This is surely a nightmare.
Rachel.
RACHEL...
RACH...
Please don't be her! Not her... you can't be that woman. Tell me that you are my healer. My angle.
You are my heaven sent girl... not a copy of that devilish creature.
Please, please...
Come back to me. I'll treat you better than before. I promise I will protect you from every evil.
Come back to me, my love.
Came back to me. I need you. I can't go on like this.
Your presence has become my habit. Your smile is my energy. Your sweet voice is what keep me going. Don't let me down. Please come back to me.
Whoever you are, whatever you do, I will not let you go.
DO you UNDERSTAND me, Rachel?
Please understand my love. Understand our connection.
We are nothing without each other. You know that, don't you?
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I... know it's too... early...
But...
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I don't have the courage to tell you...
So I write.
Until I gather my strength.
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I...
I...
(Sign)
I... Love you...
~NIAll~
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