Lost Cause

Please JUST STOP!

*********LIAM'S POV*********

I was tidying the kitchen Rose and Melody were at school and Caitlin was at work so I had the house to myself, I enjoyed the peace and quiet but I just could not stop worrying about Megan have I done the right thing by not telling Louis or not.

My thoughts were interrupted by a loud knock on the door

I was shocked to see who it was

"Megan what are you doing here"

"Oh you know been excluded, mum has kicked me out and I have no where else to go, can I come in please?"

"Yeah sure" well I have a feeling that this won't end well for her by coming here

"Megan show me your arms please" I had to check it was her own good

She pulled both her sleeves up and thankfully there was nothing fresh

"Happy now?" she asked sarcastically, she went to roll her sleeves back down

"Look it's just you and me here so you don't have to cover you're arms for now" she didn't need to hide them from me

"Okay, please can I have a room Liam even if it just for tonight, I can't face going back to mum"

"Okay follow me, but you have to tell her your here or at least let me do it" if I did it there is a chance that it won't spark off world war three.

I lead her to the spare room and left her to calm down it was obvious she was angry and upset.

************MEGANS POV***********

Liam left me in the room and I knew what I was going to do drink and cut till I passed out

I grabbed some more comfy clothes and got out my blade and vodka.  The perfect pair

The more I drank the more angry I became so in a attempt to calm down I grabbed my blade and cut, the one thing I promised Liam I wouldn't, the blood flowed along with the vodka and I calmed down a little but not enough I heard Liam shout me from downstairs, great in this drunken state I couldn't hide this from him.

I stumbled down the stairs and into the living room where Liam was, I tried my best to act sober and calm but he saw right through me

"Megan what have you done?" he came over to me facing me the angry boiling over in my head

"Drank a shit load of vodka and poured out my anger onto a blade but hey it hasn't worked because I still want to punch this wall!" I lunged at the wall punching it over and over cutting my knuckles and blood covering my hands

Liam tried to stop me but he couldn't "PLEASE JUST STOP! MEGAN STOP IT" His voice was frantic I turned around to face him "Sorry" was all I managed before I turned around and punched it once more then proceeded to walk back to the room.

I stumbled onto my bed and passed out, relapsed got drunk punched a wall cut my knuckles to bits all before 12pm well done Megan record.

I woke up at 3pm but I wasn't on my own I was in Liam's arms, I tried to push my hands down on the bed so I could sit up but it was like someone stabbed a knife through both of my knuckles and was twisting around, it hurt that much

"We need to get to the hospital Megan" he said firmly, I just nodded he was right even though I didn't want to go my hands looked really messed up. He helped me off the bed my head was spinning and pounding, hangover great.

"Shit" i muttered under my breath Liam caught what I said

"Do you want to painkillers for your head and hands?" he was sweet and kind but he was also firm like he was telling me I WAS having painkillers