Lost Cause

Revalations & Relations

"But I thought you only had one brother and he moved up here with you?" I am actually really confused firstly at why Matt would lie to me and what the hell is even going on

"Yeah but Tom came up a few months before us, and I couldn't tell you because I thought it would conplicate things between us"

"No Matt what has complicated things is you lying to me"

Jameson quickly interrupted

"I wouldn't let him say anything because it would have interfeared with the case Megan, and I knew how important it was that you got the verdict over Maddie you wanted and needed" I was furious

"Get out the pair of you"

"Megan just let me"

"No Matt go I can't even think straight"

They both just stood there staring at me like I was monster

"GET OUT!" The shouts brought my mum and dad into the hall and Jameson and Matt out the door

"Megan what-"

"Just fucking leave it" I spat at my mum and ran up to my room

Why does everyone do this lie to me the think I'm okay about it.

--*MATTS POV*--

"GET OUT!" Megan was screaming fear and sadness in her eyes, Tom pulled on my arm and we walked out the door

I pulled my phone out going to call Megs

"Matt don't she's angry and upset and so are you, you will end up saying something you will regret" he was right

"I can't loose her Tom"

"And she can't loose you, and you won't loose her"

"I can't go home Tom I'm not facing mum and dad"

"Come back to mine you can meet Faith, she really wants to meet you" 

"Okay then"

--*MEGANS POV*--

"Megan sweetie let me in" both my parents were pleaing at my door wanting me to open it

I ignored them and they left like everyone no but seriously who do I even have left anymore?;

•Mads - Dead

•Parents - Gave up like on me

•Matt - Hates me proberly

•Lloyd - ?

Lloyd was in town so could proberly come see me, but what's the point he will have better things to do

I grabbed my laptop and did pointless shit trying to pass the time and in a vain hope to drown out the little voice in my head telling me that one cut would make it all okay again

--*MATTS POV*--

I was sat talking with Tom and Faith when my phone started buzzing it was Megan

I went out the room and answered it

"Matt I'm sorry" I wasn't angry or upset with her I just wanted to see her

"It's okay Megs I was wrong not to tell you about Tom"

"But I fucked us up" how could she think that if anyone fucked us up it was me

"No Megan darling if anyone fucked us up it was me but I need to know if you are safe and haven't done anything"

"I couldn't do that to you Matt or to mum and dad"

"Can I come back over?"

"Yeah I'll ask mum if you can stay the night"