forever and always | bang chan

five

I opened my eyes to see a white ceiling.

Where am I?

"Abby, you're awake..." a familiar voice made my heart beat fast.

My vision was still blurry, but I was sure it's my Bambam.

"B-Bambam."

I heard him heave a sigh of relief as he enveloped me in his warm hug.

My vision started to clear, and I realized I am in a hospital room.

"Abby, dear!" my mom exclaimed as she entered the room, seeing me awake.

I saw Bambam move sidewards to give my mom some space.

"How long has she been awake?" mom asked him.

"She just woke up." he replied and my mom nodded and faced me.

"How are you feeling? Are you okay?" asked my mom.

I groaned a bit because I felt something in my chest hurt.

"I'm okay," I started. "but what happened? Why am I here?" I asked curiously.

All I remember was I got tired from walking, that might be not the reason since that was a simple thing.

Mom and Bambam looked at each other and my mom answered hesitantly.

"Bambam saw you in the middle of the road, you passed out." she said.

I looked at Bambam. 

"Thanks for saving me, I didn't know I would pass out just by walking." I laughed at that thought.

"That's nothing, though. Good thing it wasn't serious." he smiled.

The door opened and it showed Chan.

I don't what to feel as I see him walk to me. 

"Chan! Where have you been?" my mom welcomed him with an embrace.

"Yeah, where have you been?" I asked him sternly.

It's not that I'm blaming him, I just feel disappointed that he wasn't here when I needed him most.

"I'm sorry, I wasn't able to pick you up. The boys needed me, and I had to get permission to get out..." he said.

"Thanks to Bambam, he found me. If he wasn't there I might have been found by bad people. " I said directly.

His expression changed, I don't know what it is.

He seemed... hurt.

What did I just say?

I just said the truth.

"O-oh, I'm really sorry." Chan said and glanced at Bambam.

Bambam was uneasy. 

What's going on?

"Thanks, man." Chan smiled at Bambam and hugged him.

"I should get going, I have a schedule today. I'll be back." Bambam said and kissed my forehead and held my hand. "Please get better." he added.

I smiled at his gesture, I don't know what that means, but I'm happy.

"Thank you, take care." I said before he went out of the door.

Mom also went downstairs to buy us food, so I was left with Chris.

"I want to be mad at you for not showing up," I started and I saw him wait for the continuation.

"But I can't, I was more worried about you. I was wondering the whole time what happened to you, where you were. Your phone was even off, you jerk!" I continued as tears stream down my face.