Poetry about him

i promise

Sorry I didn't publish on Sunday, I was busy... Sleeping.
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I would promise I'll always love you, but I can't, I can't promise something like that. I don't know who I'll care about next week or even next year.

I promise I will always care for you, I will always put your needs before my own.

I promise I will never not miss you, everything else fades into nothingness when your around. All my attention is immediately on you, nothing else matters to me when your around.

I promise I'll do anything to make you happy, I'll give you anything you could ever wish for.

I only wish you'd notice me like i notice you, I notice you every hour of every day, every second of every hour.

I wish I could go a day without hoping to see you, hoping you'd notice me, hoping you'd say something to me, hoping you'd see me like I see you, hoping... Hoping you'd even look at me, but that's too much to ask.

I promise you'll never be unhappy, I'd never let you. I'd always put your happiness before my own, after all your happiness is my happiness.

I wish I could promise to always protect you, but I'm not good at fighting, I'm not sure what I'd do if anyone hurt you.

I promise I will always be there when you need me most, I will always put your happiness and safety before my own.

I'm scared. I know I'm losing you and that you were never mine.
I promise if you were ever mine, I'd do everything for you, your needs will come first for me.
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I am so sorry this is so late, I'm having trouble with my crush on Anime boy.

I haven't seen him in a while and we don't talk... Ever. It's so difficult.

Thank you all for reading.

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This is also a lot small than my previous chapters, I'm incredibly sorry.