Sorry it took so long. Its been a busy week, soo....here it is!!
Buckle up FAM!!!😘
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" It's gonna be a'ight big brother, she gonna make it", my lil sis comforts while rubbing my back soothingly as close family and I waited in the hospital lobby.
But I didn't hear her, just like everybody else.
The world around me seemed to be in slomo and soundless in my mind.
5hrs/34min/3seconds= is how long its been since Kaylyn's fell into unconsciousness.
It was 3:14am in the morning and
I was losing my sanity.
I was losing my emotions, cause I wasn't showing any .
I was losing my seed.
I was losing the only girl I've truly ever loved in my entire life.
This shit hurt like hell.
And I couldn't help it, just like I couldn't help Kaylyn.
What kind of nigga am I to let dis happen?
"You want some coffee?", her Aunt Clarissa asked taking a seat with two cups in her hand instantly breaking me outta my silent dome. "Trust me, you'll want it".
I stared at them for a moment before taking one and putting the rim to my lips.
Henny?
How she got it in here?
Swirling the strong liquid around in my mouth, I chuckled a lil and shook my head with disbelief.
This woman is a mess.
Lyn never told me she was sneaky.
"Never leave home without a good bottle of dat in my purse", she smirked taking a big gulp of hers and so did I.
Damn, she savage too.
We need to talk more often.
I needed this shit.
The burning sensation in my throat gave the next swallow a nice edge and numbness to speak again.
"So, how are you feelin?", she asked sitting back in the uncomfortable chair.
I did the same.
"Nothing...just some anger, irresponsibility, stupidity, and lil bit of dat guilt...wait, no; a whole lotta guilt actually", Odell smirked sarcastically playing with the top of his cup. "So, yeah...I'm feeling pretty fucked up at dis point".
