My Tutor (Namjoon X Reader)

Happy Tabs

---AUTHORS NOTE AND WARNING!---

Dear readers. The next few chapters will include violence, drugs, and the character being close to getting raped. If you're uncomfortable about those situations, or it could trigger something then I please advise you ot skip the next few chapters. I will tell you when it is a good spot to start reading. These chapters will contribute a lot to the story but if you are too triggered or uncomfortable with this then you may skip them. Skip to "Thank You" the story there will start off with Namjoon and y/n heading home after the party and events that occured.

Thank you for understanding ^^ Have fun reading!

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The air is filled with awkwardness as Justin and I sit in the car and he drives to his house. I take quick glances at him and his sculpted face, my eyes trail to his torso and the tight grey shirt he was wearing. I move back up to his face. His icy blue eyes lock with mine for a split second and he smirks then turns his head back to the road. I blush in embarrassment, realizing that I probably seemed like a pervert.

I look at the window on my side and feel a cold hand reach up to my inner thigh. I turn around in surprise and see a smirk on his chiseled face. Justin rubs my thigh as he drives down the street...... believe me, other girls would die to be in this position, but for some reason...this doesn't feel sensual or exciting at all...it feels sort of gross and wrong for some reason..weird.

I would usually feel lustful or sensuous about it but this doesn't feel like that...At All. I reach to touch Justin's hand and move it away from my thigh, placing his hand on his armrest. As I place his hand elsewhere, he turns to me with a look of confusion and irritation mixed in. He pauses and softens his facial features while placing his hand on my hand.

"You alright baby girl? Or you just nervous about the party? Or both?" He continues to rub my hand as he stares ahead into the road.

"I-im fine. Just a bit nervous I guess, haha" I try to respond to him while staring down at my fidgety hands. I try to laugh it off with a nervous laugh. Justin looks back at me and then to the road.

"Well...alright I guess." He continues to drive with a stern look on his face. The rest of the ride was awkward and silent. The atmosphere in the car was filled with awkwardness every second of the way. What were only 13 minutes to his house felt like an eternity with the silence...

"We're here y/n" Justin quickly unbuckles his seatbelt and gets out of the car before I even get a chance to open my door. To my surprise, when I go to open my door; Justin is already on my side, opening the door for me. He opens my door and puts his hand out with a grin on his face. "M'lady" Justin bows and hold out his hand. I step out while grasping his hand. He looks up at me and gives me a small grin. "Let us go!"

Justin and I walk into his house... there are green, blue, yellow, and red lights everywhere. There's loud music playing, they're playing Blackbear!! My favorite song too. It's idfc. I look around and notice that everyone seems a little wanky, they're all walking sort of weirdly, and all seem drunk or tipsy....this isn't the party I thought it would be. I try to back away but once I do, I slam right into Justin who's behind me.

"Where ya going baby girl? The party just started." Justin grabs me by the shoulders and lightly, but forcefully, pushes me back in with him. We walk past all the drunkards and one person who reeks of alcohol walks up to Justin and me.

"Hey, Justin!! Duuudde, this party is lit! Hey, thank the dude who brought the happy tabs." The guy nudges Justin in the side and leaves....what did he mean by 'happy tabs' did someone bring drugs?

"Justin." I turn to Justin who looks irritated. He turns to me and softens his facial features.

"Hm? Yes, baby girl?" Justin looks towards me with a smile, but it has anger underneath it.

"What did he mean by happy tabs? Did someone bring drugs?"  I say to him with a shiver running up my spine.

"What? No, no, no. He's talking about some guy who brought in some tabs of vitamins that have happy smiles on them. It's an inside joke we have going." Justin grabs my hand and leads me to a table. We walk past everyone and he stops at a table. It has various punchbowls on it. The tablecloth is a bright green with purple, it almost makes me want to puke cause of all these damn bright colors everywhere. Justin gets two red solo cups. He pours a blue liquid into each cup. "Here ya go baby girl." Once he hands me the cup, one guy walks towards Justin and taps him on the shoulder. He whispers something into Justin's ear. Once he's done talking, the guy leaves.

"Everything alright?" I question Justin with suspicion.

"Yeah, yeah. Everything is good. I just gotta go check on something real quick." He shoves his hand into his pocket and pulls out a key. He grabs my hand and strategically places the key inside my palm. "Second door to your left." He winks at me and heads off into another direction before I could say anything.