My Tutor (Namjoon X Reader)

Deep Sea

~Namjoons P.O.V~

I feel...cold. Whatever is surrounding me is cold. I slowly pry my eyes open to see the...sea? I'm in the sea!!!?? No, No, NO! I have to get out of here! Now! I can't breathe! there's no oxygen down here! What the hell! I have to get out of here before I die. I go into a panic and try to quickly swim out of the water but my efforts are hopeless. I try to kick and flail my arms around to move but its impossible. The water is too heavy on my body. My limbs feel like led, I can't move...my eyes feel heavy and I feel the pressure building up in my lungs. As I look into the deep blue sea my eyes get ever so heavier and I struggle to keep them open. Why...why did you do this father? What did I do to deserve this? I'm sorry I have become a disappointment to you..I'm sorry everyone.

"Joon" Hm? Who is that? Why does that voice sound so familiar?

"Namjoon" There it is again...

"Namjoon!" My eyes peel open and I see them...their figure standing on the surface...meters away from me. I can't move though. My body is too heavy and my breathing is unstable. I can't reach you...

"Namjoon..come here." Their sweet voice reaches my ears and all of a sudden the massive weight on my shoulders lifts and I regain my strength. Hold on! I'm coming *Unknown*! I'm coming to get you! I won't give up, I'll keep fighting for you! I swim to the surface and my body is hit with a wave of instant warmth. I see them. Their beautiful smile and sweet almond shaped eyes.

" *Unknown*!" I hug them and they cup my face with their warm hands.

That scent..its y/n. "Mmm y/n-" Before I get a chance to peep a word she goes to my lips and kisses me. Its not a heated kiss. I can tell because this kiss is different from other ones. There's nothing sexual to it, neither of us is trying to get something out of the other one. It's just a kiss...a kiss different from other kisses. A kiss between two people who hold strong feelings for each other. I don't know how to explain this...it's a kiss. She moves her body on top of mine and continues with the deep kiss. I snake my hands around her waist and kiss her back with more emotion. I can feel her warmth against my body..its so soothing and relaxing to feel her warmth. I-it's like...her warmth..our lips part so we can get a second to breathe. While we catch our breathes our eye interlock and we stare into one another's eyes. It's not a staring contest..it's just a moment of us taking in what just happened.

Well.. "That was...unexpected." I wonder why she all of sudden decided to kiss me out of the blue. Could it be? No, no..that's impossible.

"It was but wouldn't you say it was good hm?" A smirk forms on her rosy pink lips. Goddamn is she beautiful with her those big almond shaped eyes of hers. Her soft locks and perfectly soft and even skin. I think it's time I teller her..I need to ask her what I've been holding off for along time. If worse comes to worse well then..Amor Fati. I'll accept my faith and move on.

"Indeed it was but.." I grab her by her waist and pull her body to the side to ask her what I want to ask. While I move her to the side she wrinkles her cute button nose and tilts her head to the side in confusion.

"But what?" She looks so cute like that. I let out a chuckle in response to the fact that she doesn't know what I'm about to ask her. She's not yet aware of what I'm going to as her. "Joon?' I stop my laughing and look to her beautiful eyes once again. I let out a big deep breath and prepare to tell her. Here we go..

"Y/n..I've been meaning to ask you this. You already know I like you and we'll..I was wondering if you've felt the same. I know it's a stretch to ask for my feelings to be returned but. All I know is that out of the many people I've met through out my life..you've been the kindest. You're so cheerful, happy, and an amazing person. What I wanted to say was-" Before I get chance to say another word, Y/n places a finger over my mouth to stop me from saying another word...did I say something wrong?

"Okay, first. Let's get some things straight.