Tick tock, tick tock, tick tock
That is the sound I listened to for hours on end.
Tick tock, tick tock, tick tock
That is the only sound I wanted to hear. As the night grew I felt more useless and unwanted.
Tick tock, tick tock, tick tick tick...
It stopped. I looked over at the clock. My hands were frozen. I let out a deep sigh, staring at the ceiling. I couldn't even rely on a clock to stay. The breaths I took became deeper and deeper; I needed to go get fresh air.
It was a cool night. Not too hot, not too cold. I kept my hands in my pockets and looked down. It would be obvious to anyone that I had been crying. The sharp breeze helped dry my eyes of any reminiscences of earlier.
Deep breath in, deep breath out.
Deep breath in, deep breath out.
Deep breath in, deep breath...
"Dan?" I looked up at the call of my name. My face heated at the sight. I clenched my hands in a fist.
Deep breath in, deep breath out.
Deep breath in, deep breath out.
Deep breath in...
Fuck it
I threw my balled up fist at the boy's face. He looked genuinely shocked. "You have the audacity to even look at me...you got what you fucking deserved.," I muttered and walked away. My head felt light, like a feather in the heavy wind. I allowed my knees to collapse on a street corner. A single tear fell, followed by several more. I was ruined. I never thought I would allow myself to be so beaten up over some stupid guy, but sometimes you can surprise yourself. Phil Lester has left me broken.
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Yeet yeet
I have no motivation to write, but yet here I am laying in bed writing. I have been trying to go through all of my comments and reply to a lot of them so if you see me pop up replying it's me trying to be cool and relatable because I have no friends (send help).
Thank you guys so much for pretending like you enjoy reading my awful shit.
-Hayley
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Hey (phan kik)
قصص الهواةWhen Phil finds a hot boys kik he can't resist but to contact him.
