You move into a new house on the other side of the world. Struggling with mental illness and trying to understand yourself, you meet your next-door neighbour: Blake Richardson
'ok breathe y/n breathe' I kept telling myself, 'I can do it',
"Hey y/n, you ok," Jordan said turning me around,
"Yeah, why," I ask startled,
"umm ok, you just seem worried" Jordan replied,
"Nah I'm all good," I say turning back around,
"Reece," I say whispering into Reece's ear,
"Yeah," he said turning towards me,
"I'm scared," I say fiddling my fingers,
"hey you will be ok," Reece said hugging me,
"next," The ride attendant said snapping me out of thought,
"you can do it y/n" George and Reece both shouted as the Ferris wheel moved one spot,
"what are they talking about," Blake asked confused,
"oh.. umm.. don't worry" I faintly smiled,
Blake and I got on the Ferris wheel, it was kind of awkward, if I'm being honest I don't actually know why he asked me out, yes I like him... a lot more than I want to admit, but I don't feel like he does, he has seemed really distant today.
"This was a really good idea," Blake said smiling at me,
"thanks," I said returning the smile,
We were almost at the top of the wheel, I can't do it, no way,
"y/n" Reece called out,
"you can do it" George screamed as I turned around
"guys I can't," I say turning around to them,
"y/n yes you can" Reece screamed again,
"what are you talking about" Blake screamed to them butting in,
"don't worry about it," I said faintly smiling to Blake,
"ok then," he said confused,
"y/n next stop" George stated,
"maybe," I said,
Blake and I sat there talking and we had finally reached the top, was I going to do it? Let's say I don't know... The people at the bottom took their time which in a way I was thankful for but I wanted to get this over and done with. I decided I was going to do it Bake was looking at me and we had stopped talking, it was the perfect moment.
I started leaning in"y/n have you done it yet" Reece shouted as he couldn't see us, resulting in Blake turning around and looking down at them. Suddenly the Ferris Wheel started moving again and I had lost my chance.
"Nope" I yelled turning around and glaring at Reece,
"Whoops, sorry" Reece replied,
Blake and I sat there talking and having a good time, I kept thinking about how I wish I hadn't been so chicken and just kissed him, but I am so scared that he doesn't want it. Yes, he may have asked me to be his girlfriend but for some reason, I don't believe he actually has feelings for me.
"hey, do you want to take a photo," Blake asked,
"sure" I smiled realising I had zoned out,
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