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chapter four

Tuesday 9:01pm

you: so is this hobi

hobi the nice stranger: yes yes hello

you: you know what's crazy

hobi the nice stranger: what?

you: i bought bts tickets just in time and it feels so damn crazy

hobi the nice stranger: ooh congrats! i heard that they are pretty costly though, was it hard for you to get them?

you: yeah, i wanna support them even if i have to spend every dime of my allowance...orsellmykidney

hobi the nice stranger: wow you're a dedicated fan aren't you waiT WAIT

you: dedicated i am

you: i think it's time for me to sleep, i still have to work tomorrow

hobi the nice stranger: where do you work at?

you: a coffee shop nearby

hobi the nice stranger: i like coffee

you: i make coffee

hobi the nice stranger: cool

you: yeah

you: okay night

Wednesday 6:50am

hobi the nice stranger: heLLo

hobi the nice stranger: hmm i guess you're still asleep

Wednesday 7:34am

you: why are you awake so early

hobi the nice stranger: my job has job uh practice, i dance for a living, job

you: job

you: well it seems fun

hobi the nice stranger: it is! you should try out at a dance class or something

you: nah, i'm only good at making sad poetry and eating my stress away

hobi the nice stranger: well i tried

hobi the nice stranger: so, not a biggie question here but just casual, where do you study at?

you: korea

hobi the nice stranger: wow

hobi the nice stranger: jjinja?

you: yes

hobi the nice stranger: i'm trying my best to converse here buddy

you: okay i go to a local college near where i live that i won't tell you of because i still don't know you

hobi the nice stranger: fair enough

you: i'm graduating soon anyways, after that um

you: i don't have my life planned out, probably because i never planned it out

hobi the stranger: do you have any kind of ambition? like for me it was dancing, look at me now, dancing on stage with my pals （　'∀｀）

you: you never told me you were dancing with "pals", i thought you were dancing alone at home to music

hobi the stranger: surprise?

hobi the stranger: anyway, what's your ambition!!!

you: i guess i did have one ambition

hobi the nice stranger: wHAT IS IT

hobi the nice stranger: okay that was aggressive

you: um, i kind of wanted to be a writer once

hobi the nice stranger: so what stopped you from that?

you: my family

you: they wanted me to be a doctor or a lawyer or any job that can earn you lots of money

you: that's why i'm working my ass off for a phd apparently

hobi the nice stranger: i just realised something

you: what is it

hobi the nice stranger: i still don't know your name

you: neither do i but here we are at 8am texting each other like we've been friends for 7 years

hobi the nice stranger: oh, i think it's best you don't know me yet

you: don't tell me that you're really a kidnapper planning to ask me for a favour to trick some little kids to coming to your place on halloween night

hobi the nice stranger: omg how did you know

you: what

hobi the creep: hmm?

hobi the creep: i'm gonna go practice now, talk to you later!

you: im scared