Never Before | norenmin

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A/n: I think I'm better at this, than my regular fanfics. It's probably cuz I'm trash for norenmin.

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It had been 2 weeks ago that Jeno almost kissed a sleeping Renjun.

And he felt like crap.

He didn't know why he almost did it, or at least he didn't want to know.

He felt bad that he wanted to kiss someone other than his boyfriend. He felt like he was cheating or something.

Yet he couldn't stop his mind from thinking of Renjun. At one point he even dreamt about Jaemin and Renjun kissing.
(A/n: Guys don't be dirty.)

He still loves Jaemin, yet why was he thinking of another.

Jeno thought the best way to deal with this, was to avoid Renjun.

And so he tried. Key word, "tried".

It's hard to avoid someone that lives with you. And how the hell do you ignore Renjun?? Boy was made to be noticed.

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Jaemin and Jeno were out on a date.

JM: Are you okay?

Jeno was everything but okay.

JN: Why do you ask?

JM: I don't know, I just feel like you're having a hard time. And did you have a disagreement with Renjun or something??

Jeno never kept any secrets from Jaemin before.

And he wasn't going to start now.

JN: Jaemin. I- I need to tell you something.

JM: Go ahead. You can tell me anything.

Jeno took a deep breath.

JN: I really, really love you.

JM: I know.

Jaemin gave him a big smile.

JN: I don't even think I could ever not love you.

JM: Same here.

JN: IthinkIlikeRenjun.

JM: samehere.

JN&JM: Wait what!?

JM: Did you just say you like Renjun?

JN: Yeah, but I really still love you. Don't get mad. I already feel like crap for having the audacity to date you and have the nerve to think of someone else too.

JM: I- I like Renjun too.

To say that Jeno was shocked, is an understatement. He was shòók.

His boyfriend Na Jaemin, The Na Jaemin. Liked the same guy he was falling for too.

JN: Why didn't you tell me?

JM: How could I. I felt like shit.

Everyone says "Love, is between two people." So what the hell is this!?

All Jeno and Jaemin could do is feel frustrated. Them confessing, wasn't going to help in this moment of despair.

JM: Renjun would never be okay with this.

JN: I know.

A sad silence fell over the two of them.

JM: At least we have each other.

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"What's wrong with me?", was all Renjun could think.

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A/n: It's short.. sorry. Bye.