Never Before | norenmin

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JN: It's so hard for me to touch you, when your awake.

Renjun was beyond shocked.

Jeno? How? Why? What about Jaemin? Did he not love him anymore?

Renjun felt like getting up and smacking this fool.

And yell out, "You have a wonderful person named Na Jaemin and your doing this to him- Why?

He was hurt. He was ruining something amazing.

I should just di-

"What are you doing?"

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Jaemin?

JM: I can't believe it.

JN: Can you whisper. You'll wake him up.

JM: He won't wake up.

"What?!", that was the only thing going through Renjun's mind.

JM: You could talk into his ear and he wouldn't wake up.

JN: how do you know.

JM: You act like you don't know me.

Jaemin then proceeded to climb on to the bed, Renjun ending up between the two.

JM: So what's this about touching him?

Renjun was honestly wishing for the earth to swallow him.

What is this?

JN: If you were eavesdropping the whole time why are you asking.

Jaemin snaked his arms around the older's waist.

Honestly, Renjun was having trouble breathin- scratch that.

He didn't know what breathing was.

He had Jaemin's arms around his waist and Jeno's hand running through his hair.

[A/n: I can't even- #fangirling #i'dpaytoseethis #dead]

JM: Honey, just cling to him. It's no big deal. If you can do it to me, then you can do it to him too.

JN: being touchy is your thing. It would be pretty weird coming from me.

Jaemin grabbed Jeno's hand, the one that was running through Renjun's hair.

He dragged it down.

Next thing Renjun felt was a hand griping on to his waist.

It was a strong grip.

JM: See. It's not so hard.

[A/n: #deadinaditch]

This was too much.

Renjun was starting to find it so hard to keep quiet.

JN: Don't you think this is wrong?

JM: I thought we already talked about this. He doesn't know we like him like that, it's fi-

JN: not that.

What the fu- [a/n: Renjun honey. Language.]

Did they just say.. no way.

JN: Us doing this while he's sleeping.

JM: It's fine, we're just holding him. It's not like we're doing anything bad. Plus, look at him. Isn't he pretty.

JN: I never said he wasn't.

Jaemin let out a soft laugh that tickled the back of Renjun ear.

That's how close he was.

JM: Don't you just want to bite him?

JN: Don't.

Jeno tightened his grip on the older's waist, as if it could get any tighter, but it did.

JM: calm down. I won't do it.

[A/n: bro. you good..]

JM: Jeno, your jealousy is showing.

JN: I'm not jealous.

JM: sure.

*silence*

JN: Let's sleep a little. We'll wake up early, so he's not shocked to find us on his bed.

Too late. Renjun heard it all.

He was stunned.

Boy was shook.

He doesn't know what to do or how to act.

Luckily, he's "sleeping".

JM: Okay.

Renjun felt a hand travel from his waist to his abdomen.

He accidentally groaned.

crap!

JN: ah-

JM: It's fine. He does that sometimes.

Renjun felt relief.

He didn't get caught.

Someone laid their head on his chest.

JM: wow. His heart's beating like crazy.

It is??

JM: Look. Listen.

No. Don't.

Jeno leaned in too.

He could hear it too. The older's heart was beating like crazy. Why?

JM: Do you think he's having a nightmare?

Nightmare?

Right then, Renjun woke up.

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[A/n: nah. Just kidding.]

Renjun wasn't having a nightmare. But his heart was beating with no control.

This was the first time.

His heart was experiencing something new.

It scared him.

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*heart beating*

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A/N: Thanks for 3K.
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