shit maybe I miss you

I begged him to stay .... but .... to no avail

"Yeeh you know what..!?"
"What ?!"asked Liam curiously
"Bcoz I'm sick of all your shit !.. and how I spouse wait for the shit to happen..! And you know why ?! "
"Why ?!" Asked Liam slowly
"Bcoz I do care for the hell of u four ...!"
"Fou-" Liam was interrupted by louis again
"Freddie !.."
"Ohh .. huh thought you....were....um....ok never mind" Liam sadly
"Ok now where is Harry !? why the hell he didn't saw me performing !?"
"Louis .... here !" The little cute Niall was calling Louis pointing to the place Harry was standing in waiting for him
"Hey lou ! How are u man ... you were excellent there ! " said the warm voice of Harry
"Ok stop lying Harry I know you weren't here when I performed !.."
"What ?!" Said Harry and Niall at the same time
"What what ?!"
"I swear I was right over there when u was performing and I whistled for you and clapped and shouted your name too !? What !? Who told u I wasn't here !? And I saw u looking at me ?! What's wrong lou !? I was right behind Niall !..."said Harry explaining
"What the ....?! I was looking at Niall ...! Ok I'm sorry man I didn't see u there ... and thanx for supporting me so far ...! And sorry too for not saying hey ..."
"It's ok lou... I juss hope you are fine..!"said Harry
"Oh.. I'm fine thanx..!"
"Soo how was it ?!"said the exciting Harry
"Was what ?!"
"The performance you ...- !" Said Harry chuckling
"Oh .. ... that's...."
"Yeah that's !" Said Niall laughing out loud
"It was incredible .."
"Ohh wow I hope u more good gigs lou...you deserve the best ....!" Said Liam hugging him
"Thanx Payno !"

"I'm sorry for what happened to your mother man !" Said Niall hugging him
"Thanx for supporting me Ni"
"I hope u will be fine buddy.." said Harry hugging him
"Thanx man"
"Ok Tommo we are heading out to our places so see u later mann !..ok.?!" Said Liam after hugging him goodbye
"Ok...sure mann you take care of the lads ...!"
"Sure ...I got it...!" Said Liam waving for him
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After they had gone I should meet Zayn I really want to know what is going on his mind he is more mysterious than ever he is being such a good actor while he is trying to hide something from someone he can totally convince you that you are not even in break and u r still working with the lads which is impossible by now...he is such a good person and a white hearted human...he was my closest friend after what happened between me and Harry he was such a supportive man and Friend at the same time he was always like that ... when he told me that he wanted to leave the management he first said
"Lou I want to tell you something...don't say anything.... juss listen to me ok ?!.."
I started to get worried so I nodded to him ..so he started saying..
" look at me lou ..whatever I'm going to do forgive me about it ...bcoz I have no choice .....! I really started to get sick of being here ... you know I have to sing for a kind of music that I don't understand... I know you all were trying to-"
I tried to interrupt him but he waved for me so I kept listening silently
"I know believe me ...! You all tried to make me feel home and feel comfortable with the music and feel happy with u and cool with whatever happens .... I swear I remember everything... I thank you guys for all of this .... But you know Louis .... I don't like the way that they are treating us .... the management ... the fans ..... all of this ... I'm juss starting to freak out....I feel like everything in the world hates me...why I feel like that ..!? I donno ..! I juss feel like that ... so what I'm trying to say is .... if I left someday without anybody knowing....juss I hope u don't look after me ... Coz I'll be taking my step ... I'll be thinking about it alot before I do it ....And I want you to know that I'm sorry for leaving you .... and I'll be sad about this for my whole life and I'll always remember my best mates..! And you Louis as always my best mate.."Zayn said sadly
There were tears in my eyes I waved them away before he looks at me
"So u have to do this Zayn..?!"
"Not for the moment for sure..! It's juss... when I feel like I'm too pushed off..! You know ..!" Said Zayn
"Yeah sure ...man...but plz try to say...um..... goodbye somehow..eh..?!"
He shook his head with agreement....but I still remember that day when I begged him to stay but to no avail..!
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