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why I couldn't see that Zayn was sad ??!

Harry's pov
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and Liam was running out ..!
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me and niall were like .."what the hell is happening..?!"....
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heading towards Louis after Liam loudly slams the door shut after him..
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"Lou..?!" said Niall fondly..
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"Niall... I.. I... I juss need a minute...can you juss ...-" Louis was cut off by Niall saying " yeah ....ummm ..... sure Lou.... I juss hope that you ok .... and that Liam won't hurt himself...you know ...!"
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I felt like Niall was shaking at the end of his sentence... so i turned him to face me ... the tears in his eyes almost fell.....i hugged him.....bcoz i juss can't see  this baby face tearing .... he was shaking ... oh my Lord...
my friends are all upset...
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i mean if I was upset after Zayn left the band....I wonder what Liam did then ..?!
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I mean.. I mean....aahhhh ....... you know ....ughhhhhh.....don't get me wroooong 😕...
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they were best friends ... really like....like how me and Louis used to be .... but the difference is that .... they could make it till the end..
I was happy for them...
and Liam is a person .... that you always want to see ....happy ..
I mean if you saw him sad .... you'll feel like this is the end of the world..
all what you want to see ever is a ...
happy Liam... specially on the stage..
having a water fight with Louis..
dancing .... reading some posters...
and making every body happy...
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I mean why ?!
why this is happening ?!
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they deserve all the happiness
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all of them
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I juss can't see anyone of them sad..
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and they all knew that
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I can't see them sad ever
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or else I'll share them their sadness..
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so..
maybe..
that's.. o .. my .. god .. why ?! .. why I juss ..?!..
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"why I couldn't see that Zayn was sad..?!"
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I..I..I just hate thinking about this..
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I mean this is the first time for a group meeting since Louis performance...
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and it's ended by everyone upset..
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if this meeting meant to make us feel sad ... then no more meetings..
everybody will be happy by their own..
I'm sure...and that's why I refused coming at the first place..
I juss felt like there is something wrong about to happen..!
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oh ... shit ... Liam... I should look after him ... he needs someone...
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I was about to follow Liam grabbing the handle of the door..when the door smashed at the door.. when the door opened in my face...cozing a little pain... so I covered my face to make sure that my noise still there when I heard someone says " it's Liam "
then i juss lokked at the source of the speech to see Liam behind the door...
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" oh thanx god Li... I was getting worried...!" said Niall trying to hide his worries..
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"what happened Liam..?!" I asked him fondly..
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" why don't you ask Louis...?! or
why didn't you ask Louis...?!
I'm sure he got the answers...!" said Liam while turning around looking for Louis with his eyes..
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" he locked himself inside the room..!" Niall shouted..holding his tears..
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" Liam..why don't you tell us what happened...maybe we can help you two..!!...we are friends at the end..right?! "
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"ok..it's all started when Louis told me that -...."
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