shit maybe I miss you

He said it was his fault ...!

Harry's POV
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He .. he was ..
he ....
he said sorry .....
He said it was his fault ....
How !??....
How I did not catch that ...?!
He was so upset and alone all the time ..
ZAYN ....
I swear to god ......
I forgave you at the same moment ....
But .... I could not show that ..
I never meant to make you feel like that ... ZAYN ....
I'm truly sorry .... for anything you thought that I might did it .. bcoz of you ...!
I'm extremely sorry ... my friend .... I really didn't want you to leave ... I really wanted us to stay together ... and .. you know ... we can live for ever ... but ... after hearing what My ex made you say .... about you don't wanna live forever and stuff .... I donno my friend ...!
And another thing is ...
I did what we supposed to do ... when
When ... you ...
Left !
Yeah .. sure .. we should've thought about it a little earlier ... but ... the management .... the fans ....
we didn't want the fans to be upset with us ...!
So we just decided on keep going with that freaking contract ....!
I mean ....
It's only 5 freaking years ZAYN ....!
Couldn't be that bad ....
If only you waited for more 9 months
Focking 9 months ZAYN ...!!!!
It would be easier than ..
Writing a BOOK ...
And publishing it ..!
And now ... writing a dairy ....
REALLY ZAYN ...!?
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My thoughts were interrupted by Liam ..
Who was going "running" out of the room.... he stood on ..in the middle of the hallway as I was besides the door of his room ... he took a while staring at me .... then he ran to the garden ....
he was crying ..!
I saw the tears in his eyes .. then suddenly .. I touched my cheeks to feel that ... I had tears there too ...!
When did I started crying ..?!?
I just hope that ... Liam haven't see me like that ..!
I mean ......
Yeah I did ...!
I told them not to mention ZAYN anymore ...!
But ... I wanted to know .... if he was ok !!!
Bcoz ... it's literally .. rare to see ZAYN .... these days
He could hide very well .... and he does not publish a lot of selfies neither....!
So ... yeah ... I wanted to know if he was ok ......!
Bcoz .. Lou seemed very worried about that whole "subject" thing ....!
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"LIAM" I shouted hoping that Li will hear me ... he looked so sick ..!
I mean ... what happened to him suddenly .... he was talking to Louis and .....
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Louis was thrown on the sofa ... and Liam ..
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I hope you love it
Today is 28/9
and whatever it means I don't care 😂
..Enjoy..