shit maybe I miss you

made in the A.M..!

2018
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Zayn's pov
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Louis..
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He told me one day .. that was before their album release..!
He told me that they mentioned me in one of their songs..and a different lyrics of another songs..
So I decided to buy their album when it releases..
I heard it all..
And I thought that in every song they mentioned me..
So I came with these parts of every different song
Buttt before this...I might warn you..
we did this a lot..
like when you think this part written without any meaning...you are completely wrong..
Coz we write what we see , hear , imagine..which is the last thing we do !
Like there is in every song of our albums ...
a part or mention for someone from the real life...
Like when we had fights..with each other..which lilo is who I'm talking about..for sure..!
The most..
They write things about how upset are they and Stuff...so when they show them to us we decide what to use and what not..!!
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Juss focus on the lyrics..even if there is "girl" it's still about the other person..bcoz we don't want people to think we are stupid children..so we put girls..!
This makes sense right..! ;)
But..! the "girl" sometimes refers to gf of someone from us..
So basically..the songs we wrote is our real life ...
Like we are totally singing our dairy..with high note and music stuff....which sure now you think we are from mental hospital .....!!
So now moving on to the songs I thought the'd refer to me in ..!!!
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1.Hey Angel
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Do you look at us and laugh when we hold on to the past...
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It's Harry's part..which probably about me..
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2.Drag me down
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All my life you stood by me when no one else was ever behind me...
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well that's creepy..but I stood besides you Liam..
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3.Perfect
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And if you looking for someone to write your break up songs about..baby I'm perfect..baby" we're " perfect....
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Well I know what everybody think about this one...but no .. it's not necessarily to be right..!
It's definitely not Haylor..coz we really helped Harry to move on...and yep.."we're" is definitely not for Taylor..so yeah ..it's quiet about me !! :)
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4.Infinity
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* How many nights does it take to count the stars .. that's the time it would take to fix my heart...oh babe.. I was there for you.. All I ever want was the truth..yeah ..yeah..
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It's definitely about me !!
And it's Harry...so yeah..!
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* Eyes can't shine..unless there's something burning bright behind .. since you left away there's nothing left in mine..I feel myself running out of time
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Ammmmmm..it's totally about me thooo
It's Liam Payne every body !!
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5.End of the day
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All I know at the end of the day is you love who you love ..there ain't no other way..if there's something I've learnt from a million mistakes..your the one that I want at the end of the day..
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Well yeah ..I want to see y'all at the end of the day too.. :(
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6.if I could fly
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For your eyes only..I show you my heart..for when you're lonely..and forget who you are..I'm missing half of me..when we're a part....
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This song Harry sing it always..do u think he forgive me..!?
Besides I forgot who am I ..!!
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7.Long way down
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Point of no return and now ..it's just to late to turn around..
I try to forgive you But I'm struggling coz I don't know how..
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Sure .. Sure..It's fine. I'm ok..I'm not cr-...
"Lirry stayne...stop this right now...I'm so sorry guys..I love y'all..and I swear I didn't mean to hurt you...so can ya plz stop your struggling and focking forgive me !!"
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8.Never enough
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Too much is never enough..too much IS never enough..too much..
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That's why I did a song named "Too Much" and that's what I'm going to tell you later..!!
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9.Olivia
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So say what you are feeling..and say it now..
Coz I've got that feeling that your Walking out
And time is irrelevant when I've not been seeing you..
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Yeah Liam .. I remember this one..
This is definitely for me..
Coz ..One day ..I was in Liam's house to play some foosball.. I went to his house at 8:30 pm
We played till 12..just foosball..god that was crazy my hand still hurt me from that day which was 5 years ago..coz we said that who get 15 goals wins..no one reached that one yet..so at 12 we ended it coz we already decided to see a horror film at that time...so it's now 4:30 am we saw the movie and sit on a fire camp ...Liam did it on the roof for the lads who were expected to be seen at 1:00 am..but they arrived at 1:45 am..so it's now juss me ,Liam and lou who were up till now ..
Coz Harry and Niall are not a "night person"..
And me , lou and Liam are not a "morning person"..
Then suddenly I remembered that I promised mom to take her out to her friends house today at 9:00 am ..which her daughter was a fan of 1D..that I'll go and take pictures with her !
So I looked at my watch to see the time is 8:45 am
I have only 15 minutes wtf...
So I jumped from my place..to go to my mom...
So lou put his hand on my shoulder..
"Are you ok zi !? "
" yeah yeah I'm fine lou but I've gotta go !
See ya later.."
Then Liam looked at me ...and then at his phone..
"Shit ..shit ..noo !" Liam said standing up..
"Well..the time wasn't irrelevant until I saw you guys..!!
I hope we can spend enough time before we go to on the road tour...but today was suppose to be the only day I go to the gym in this month..so I hope we can meet again ..sometime !!" Said Liam with a smile..
Then lou said.."guys see ya soon...... bcoz next time is with me... which would be next week ! "
"Wow sounds great to me"
"Mee too" said Liam
And I said bye to everybody..!
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Now moving on
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10.What a feeling
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With no way out and along way down..
Everybody needs someone around..
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Wow..! They really know me...!
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11.Love you goodbye
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* It's inevitable everything that's good comes to an end..
It's impossible to know if after this we can still be friends..yeah
I know you're saying  you don't wanna hurt me..
Well maybe you should show a little mercy
The way you look I know you didn't come to apologize
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Well ..ok Liam stoop.. I said sorry..dude !
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* Unforgettable together held the whole world in our hands
Unexplainable the love that only we could understand..yeah
I know there is nothing I can do to change it
But is it something that can be negotiated..
My heart's already breaking..babe..go on twist the knife..
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Niall..you too..they changed you against me !!
Really.. do u think imma fOcKInG twisting that fOcKInG knife !!
You are my little brooo .. !!
I won't do that to ..!!
Ummm...to....
To.....simon..!
Yeah yeah Simon..!
I won't do that to Simon !!
What about you !!?
I've heard enough !!
Ok stop y'all..!
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12.I wanna write you a song
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I wanna write you a song
One as beautiful as you are sweet
With just a hint of pain
For the feeling that I get when you are gone
I wanna write you a song
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Oh crap..!..craaaaaaap ..
Harrryyyyyyyy.....!
This one is definitely on me !
He used to say that if he was a gurl he would have crush on me !!
He used to tell me that I look beautiful ..when I check my self in the mirror !
😢😢😢Harrry 😢😢😢
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13.Temporary fix
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You can call me
When you are lonely
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Well I know what y'all thinking about..it's a dir** 1D .. But Louis told me that before..and I'm not all surprised that he used for gurls too !!
I'm juss ....shocked up !
WTF lou you can't do that ..dude !
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14.Wolves
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I hear them calling for you
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It's lou when I last time saw him after stage before we even show on the stage
It's the management..he said.."Hey zaynie..smile plz ..And don't fOKk this UP ok buddy...! Now go !
I hear them calling for you..!"
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15.walking in the wind
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It's all emotional kind...it's definitely me !
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16.A.m
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Huh .. do you think about what I think..!?
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Yeah..boyz..it's that time with Liam and lou when we stayed up all night !!
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17.History
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I was wondering which one would be for me ..!
I thought that was drag me down..!
Bcoz they were all ..
Different !!
But .. after seeing history's mv...it's definitely for me...bcoz in their break... song !
There was....vids of..... me.........!
The one who left them before a year ...!
They are with him in the video..!
They bring him to their video..!
Sorry guys to tell you this..
But lou asked me to....
Join them in the video..
He said this is their last video..and they wanted me to be a part of their break mv !
But..
As you can see
I didn't except..!
Bcoz I was so upset with the world in that time !
So I refused..
Forgive me everybody !
I juss couldn't !
So lou said ok ...and he mumbled something about imma defiantly in that video..!
And I didn't care what he said
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totally think these last three songs was all about me..!!

So ..even if you thought these were about girlfriends and Stuff ...
You are wrong ..coz I know them more than u do !!
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By the way
I don't hate Taylor..or Harry..
don't you dare to publish a rumor like this about me...I'm not dead yet ..and I completely can replay on this ok...lets juss be friends !!
Do you wanna be friends with me !?
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Hey .. This is a little hope
Sorry if there was a mistake in the lyrics..
And I donno what happened to Zayn suddenly..!
I think I juss turned him to an android..!
I know I'm wired..!😹👊
I hope you like it 🆔
✴..Enjoy..✴