where jahseh creates a groupchat with a bunch of other "straight" guys to share memes and jokes but it explodes into a frenzy of feelings, relationships, heartbreak, and of course, homosexuality.
[published 7/24/18. finished 1/23/19]
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lilpumpjetskii: bye its been real✌🏻
xanxiety: gazzy that's not funny
lilpumpjetskii: im not trying to be
lilpumpjetskii: im really about to do this shit
xanxiety: gazzy stop it
xanxiety: dont do it
xanxiety: just bc omar is being dumb rn doesn't mean you should do this. just calm down and take a deep breath its gonna be ok
xanxiety: its gonna be ok just calm down
lilpumpjetskii: its not like anybody would care
lilpumpjetskii: i dont have any real friends. i'm just seen as the retarded nigga to everybody but when im hurting its seen as a joke
lilpumpjetskii: i talked about wanting to kms in the gc like 5 times and i got ignored and laughed at. nobody cares about me
xanxiety: that's not true
xanxiety: i care about you
xanxiety: jah cares
xanxiety: metri cares
xanxiety: stoke.....he somewhat cares
lilpumpjetskii: omar doesnt care
xanxiety: yes he does
xanxiety: he's just bein dumb rn
lilpumpjetskii: idk why he would think i cheated on him. i would never do that
lilpumpjetskii: i was hesitant to do the foursome because i didnt know how he would handle seeing me get fucked by someone else so idk why he would think i would cheat....
lilpumpjetskii: i deadass love him more than anything. he's the only person who doesn't dismiss me as being slow and retarded and actually tries to understand me.
lilpumpjetskii: so idk why he would think i would cheat
lilpumpjetskii: bc i would literally rather die than live without him
xanxiety: he said there was a video of you sucking somebody elses dick
xanxiety: do you remember that
lilpumpjetskii: no i dont
lilpumpjetskii: all i remember is this one nigga...idk his name but he looks like a timb boot in the face and he has green dreads
xanxiety: dimitri
lilpumpjetskii: yeah him
lilpumpjetskii: he gave me a bottle of water and...maybe i am a retard because i drank it and then i started feeling weird and i was losing consiousness. then timb boot grabbed me by the arm and started leading me somewhere
lilpumpjetskii: and i tried to fight back but whatever he gave me made me weak af
lilpumpjetskii: and then he brought me to a room with daniel and that was the last thing i remembered before i blacked out
lilpumpjetskii: so i'm guessing daniel raped me while i was unconscious
xanxiety: you should tell omar this
xanxiety: and then report it to the cops
lilpumpjetskii: he wont believe me
xanxiety: yes he will
lilpumpjetskii: no he wont
lilpumpjetskii: he already called me a liar
xanxiety: tell him what you told me
xanxiety: and if he doesnt believe you then he's a piece of shit and he doesn't deserve you
lilpumpjetskii: idk im scared
lilpumpjetskii: can you go with me to help me tell him
lilpumpjetskii: please di
xanxiety: yeah i'll help you tell him if that's what you need
xanxiety: but you have to tell him gaz
lilpumpjetskii: if you were in my shoes and metri thought you cheated on him after you got raped what would you do
xanxiety: tbh i would feel the same as you do rn
xanxiety: i could have been you
xanxiety: last year daniel almost did the same thing to me
xanxiety: he sent one of his friends to give me a drink, and i was already drunk so my dumb ass accepted it
xanxiety: but someone noticed i wasnt ok and offered me a ride home
xanxiety: that person was metri
lilpumpjetskii: im glad you got out of that situation
lilpumpjetskii: but mbn
xanxiety: i'm glad too
xanxiety: after that happened we became friends and now we're dating
lilpumpjetskii: mbn
xanxiety: :( when are you gonna tell omar what happened
lilpumpjetskii: idk
lilpumpjetskii: i need some time to prepare
xanxiety: ok whenever you're ready
xanxiety: just remember i love you gaz
lilpumpjetskii: i love you too di💞
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issa foreshadow in ch 72
this is also what i meant by having a darker storyline. if i didnt put it in this book it was going to end up in unforgettable (shameless self promo if you like smokepump yall should read)
