where jahseh creates a groupchat with a bunch of other "straight" guys to share memes and jokes but it explodes into a frenzy of feelings, relationships, heartbreak, and of course, homosexuality.
[published 7/24/18. finished 1/23/19]
xxxtentacion: damn i just came to check on you to see if you were ok lmao
xxxtentacion: you're such a bitch to me for no reason
trippieredd: i didnt ask you to see if i was ok
trippieredd: not like you care anyway
xxxtentacion: michael you're my best friend ofc i care
xxxtentacion: or at least you were
xxxtentacion: until your jurassic park built ass switched up on me for no reason
xxxtentacion: they should call you switchie
trippieredd: that's not pOsiTiVe you triangle shaped bitch
xxxtentacion: i just wanna know what your problem is cuz you coming for me all the time is getting annoying
trippieredd: aint nobody scared of you jah😒
xxxtentacion: i didnt ask you to be
trippieredd: and if you didnt figure it out, i don't even hate you
trippieredd: i dont hate you at all
trippieredd: i hate that i love you
xxxtentacion: you deadass still like me?
xxxtentacion: like fr
trippieredd: duh nigga
trippieredd: even stevie wonder could see i still have feelings for you
trippieredd: you just wanted me to confirm it so i could boost your ego even more
xxxtentacion: no i asked bc i wanna know why you always coming for me if you like me💀💀💀 that's that elementary school shit
xxxtentacion: "bOoSt mY eGo" like nigga what.
trippieredd: jah i dont hate you like i said
trippieredd: i just said that i love you
trippieredd: like i'm in love with you
trippieredd: and i wish i wasnt
trippieredd: i thought i had got over you a long time ago. i thought that when i started liking jared that my feelings for you would go away and i especially thought they would when i started dating him and you started dating stoke
trippieredd: but then my feelings for you started coming back so i thought that maybe if i forced myself to hate you i could get rid of them
trippieredd: and that's why i treated you like shit
trippieredd: and i was actually mad about you killing jared like...don't get me wrong i was pissed about that but jare's over it so i am too
trippieredd: but yeah. go ahead and make fun of me or whatever idc
xxxtentacion: so um
xxxtentacion: this is a lot
xxxtentacion: i.....
xxxtentacion:
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trippieredd: any questions? or are you about to go expose me to the gc
xxxtentacion: no i'm not about to expose you
xxxtentacion: keep coming for me and i just might
xxxtentacion: but i'm just speechless
xxxtentacion: i just wanna know why like-
trippieredd: honestly? i don't even know why
trippieredd: i'm just a damaged person who falls in love who anybody who's nice to me because i'm not used to people treating me with kindness
xxxtentacion: i uh-
trippieredd: yeah i know i'm pathetic as fuck
xxxtentacion: no michael you're not pathetic. this is just kinda overwhelming for me but it's not your fault that you feel the way you do...sometimes emotions just don't work how you want them to.
xxxtentacion: so do you have any feelings for jared at all or
trippieredd: yes thats what i just told you. that's what makes the fact that my feelings for you wont go away so infuriating
trippieredd: cuz i have a whole boyfriend and so do you
trippieredd: my feelings for jared are 100% real but so are my feelings for you and idk how to stop loving you
trippieredd: but aint shit we can do about it
xxxtentacion: idk what to tell you
trippieredd: thanks :/
trippieredd: its not even like we even dated. we just fucked a few times because we didn't have anybody else to experiment so idk what my problem is
xxxtentacion: we were already friends before that so we already had a connection so obviously throwing sex in the mix would complicate things
xxxtentacion: if it makes you feel any better back when we used to hook up i caught feelings too
xxxtentacion: obviously im over that cuz stoke is my soulmate and i'll never let him go no matter how stinky he is
xxxtentacion: but im saying that to say dont feel bad about it. it happens.
xxxtentacion: and i got over you quickly because i realized that stokeley is my soulmate, and who knows. maybe once you find your soulmate, you'll get over me. maybe jarad is your soulmate and you don't realize it yet because he's got floods of emotions that you don't know how to handle. you'll figure it out
trippieredd: i think im gonna break up with jared. i feel too guilty to keep being with him
xxxtentacion: see nah
xxxtentacion: cuz then he gon bring savage jarad back cuz he'll blame me for breaking yall up and ima kill him for real
xxxtentacion: and then you gon get mad again
trippieredd: no i feel too bad to keep being in a relationship w him while im thinking about somebody else even if i love him too
trippieredd: its not fair to him
xxxtentacion: i think yall should talk about it
trippieredd: "jared i love you but im also in love with a nigga that sticks knives up his ass because we used to fuck a year ago"
xxxtentacion: i havent even stuck a knife up my ass yet :(((
xxxtentacion: i still cant decide what knife to use :((((
