Relive your memories ( bnha fanfic ) ( Kinda DekuBowl )

Fight (2)

"K-Kacchan...? Why did you take us here? We're not supposed to be here unless there's any teachers, we should go back, there's cameras in this place remember?" Izuku said, nervously, Katsuki didn't budge and only looked at him

"Deku..."

"Kacchan?"

"Even though you really were just bluffing way back then, you really are All Might's protege aren't you?" Izuku blinked

I'm not

Well considering it.... you technically are related to All Might aren't you?

Huh? How?

You'll see

"What are you talking about, Kacchan? Why would All Might even pick someone like me for a protege, he would never consider it-!"

"Shut up and let me finish" Izuku's eyes widened and he kept quiet

You're lying, he did want you to be his protege

I don't want to be the next symbol of peace, I don't deserve that

"Even if you're just a weakass Deku, I know you have a big brain in there, it wouldn't take a genius to notice how much you've changed since you've entered UA, not to mention, you're incredibly chummy with All Might's secretary aren't you? Even calling him dad out of all things, it's pretty clear to me, even if you that aren't his protege, you're still incredibly close to him, aren't you?"

"I-I just... I got to know him in UA outside of school and he um, we just kinda grew close? He's a really nice guy, remember when he offered to buy you ice cream but you didn't want to? That's just how he is, he's friendly with everyone, that's all"

"It doesn't matter how nice he is to everyone else, just because a guy is nice to me doesn't mean I'll just start to randomly call them dad, then again, you've always been incredibly stupid and dense even if academically, everything is a breeze to you, right Deku?" Izuku gulped

"Your quirk, you kill yourself and then you restart the day don't you?" Izuku nods

"How many times have you done that since entering UA?" Izuku blinked

I don't even know how many times I killed myself at the time of the hero killer, how am I supposed to know?

"You don't know, do you?" Izuku nods

"Here's another question, how many times did you kill yourself before UA?"

I...

"You don't know either? I do, 46 times, that the amount of times you've jumped off the rooftop in the school, it took a bunch of brainstorming but I found out, 46 times, you've killed yourself because of me" Izuku blinked

It's about this?

"Kacchan I-"

"Even I made you do that, you're still incredibly fucking chummy with me, you don't even have a sense of hatred against me do you? You still give me that stupid smile, you feed me, you fucking care for me"

"We're friends Kacchan"

"You can still consider me a friend even after all of that?" Izuku paused

"Of course I do, Kacchan is Kacchan, just because Kacchan is a little mean-"

"I made you kill yourself! Stop thinking about me and think about yourself! Even if you could've let things be as they were, you still fucking killed yourself everytime to prevent casualties, you're always thinking about everyone but never you, what the fuck is wrong with you?!" Izuku clenched his fist