I grip the headphones covering my ears
The music is already blaring but why? Why can I feel it
Why can I feel my heart beating
The blood pouring
Why
Why is this how it feels?
A wave of coldness flows over me
I shiver and my eyes well up
Why
Maybe I just need to try harder
I turn up the music louder
The person screaming words I can't understand
My vision becoming blurry
WhyI just need an escape
I press play
The person hums softly
My world feels like it's closing
Maybe it is
My eyes flutter shut
The music drowning my last thought
But all I could hear was her
WhisperingWhy
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