Swinging my legs around my bed
The cold air rushing to my thighs
The hair standing straight up
My thoughts are clouded with lyrics
The music playing was crowded with yelling
The room and home was silent
Yelling sounded through out my ears
The words so encouraging but the voice
Oh the voice
The voice sent a shiver down my back
The vowels making a sound
A sound I hate
A sound I'm so unfamiliar with hearing
My eyes squeeze shut
My head spinning slightly
My lips start moving the the lyrics being screamed
My mother rushes to see my state
My hand clutching my chest
Yelling things unknown to the world
This voice
This voice will be the death
The death of my feelings
I feel a pair of arms
Around my waist
My knees buckle
I fall the the floor in a state of panic
My lips still moving to the rhythmic sound of this voice I haven't heard
She is yelling over me now
The pain gets overbearing
I glance over to the table
A letter written in perfect handwriting
Addressed to me from that voice
That goddamn voice
I screamed out the last note and my vision went black
The voice whispered "I'm sorry"
I breathed out
And inThe voice is gone
