The Boss

CHAPTER 6

-flashback-

" I don't want to be with you any more"

I looked up from my plate of food I just got done cooking for the both of us. Marco and I have been dating for a year.

He was the first person I met when I arrived to college a little over a year ago, my first boyfriend, and the guy I gave my virginity to. He was there for me when my mother died three months ago, and up until now the one person I thought would never hurt me.

"what are you saying Marco" I asked looking in his eyes to find any hint of humor

"I just can't be in a relationship with you anymore, look at you Lisa, You have gained too much weight" he said looking at me like I disgusted him

" I wasn't exactly stick thin when you met me, so exactly where is this going" I said becoming angry with every word I said

" I've met someone else"

I couldn't believe my ears. "I cant believe you are actually saying this to me right now" I looked back down at my plate trying to hold back the tears threatening to fall

"why do think we haven't had sex in the last six months huh and when we did you had to keep most of your clothes on" he asked scooting his chair closer to me

"but I can loose weight Marco, I've been trying, it's just not that easy as it looks, I've never been really been skinny anyway" tears running down my face.

"I'm just not attracted to you and I'm tired of trying to pretend like I am" he said frankly

"so your just going to breakup with me like this" I asked looking up to meet his face

" yes, but we can always be friends" he said standing up

"where are you going? " I asked standing as well

" I'm just going to leave I said what I needed to say, see you around Lisa" and with that he walked out.

-Present-

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That was seven years ago but those words never could seem to leave, or the feeling of the person you think you love not wanting you anymore because of how you look.

Now I'm sitting here confused as hell. It's obvious friendship is clean out of the picture here and frankly I don't know where this is going. All I know is that i refuse to be in any man's booty call or friend with benefits.

I looked over to see William reading the menu.

How can he be sitting so calm like nothing didn't just happen back there in the elevator.

I'm not gone lie and say I didn't enjoy it, I was totally caught off guard. One minute we're arguing and the next we are making out like two sex craved teenagers.just thinking about it has me tingling down there.

I was so wrapped up in my thoughts I didn't even hear Williams ask me a question.

"huh" I said looking up at him

"I said a penny for your thoughts" He said with a sexy grin on his face

" oh I was just wondering what I was gone order when the waiter comes", I lied.