wow the third update in one night because apparently i can't stop writing and now it's 3am!! i hate myself
lmao enjoy this pls for my sake x
btw i wrote this on my phone so haven't been able to grammatically check it and I'm also extreemely tired (like I am gonna go to sleep now cos I'm lying in bed nd literally it's one of them moods where it's so comfy but I just need to put my phone down and shut my eyes and just fall asleep
although my dog is currently lying in the bed and the fucker is heavy as hell so I can't move my duvet lmao)
ALSO I realise this is all irrelevant but I just rediscovered skip to the good bit by rizzle kicks and lmao it is such a buzzin song like i just love it and it was one used in the trailer for the musketeers on bbc?? did anyone watch that?? fuck i proper fancied aramis (and I also wrote a Lucien fic for season 3 which is currently sitting unpublished in my drafts lmao) I miss it it was fab
ANYWAY sorry for rambling it is 3am and I am tired
enjoy x
word count; 2187 (I wrote 2000 words in one hour you better be fucking proud of me)
Rosamund
Uhtred's banishment came as a shock to all those in Winchester. Though his actions were not tolerable, Uhtred remained the biggest defender of Wessex. Through outlawing him, Alfred had - knowingly - emboldened enemies of Wessex. Even Edward seemed to disagree with Alfred's actions.
In all honesty, I felt guilty in that my first worry was not the safety of Wessex but the safety of Finan. He had gone north, that I knew. But I could not help but think of him constantly. What was he doing? How was he? Both were questions that plagued me. But he would wish me to continue living and thus, I did so.
Nevertheless, significant time had passed since the banishment and Winchester had returned to normal life. But it did not feel normal to me. Without Finan, it could never feel so.
I sat by my window, watching the daily life of Winchester go by. It was a peaceful and endearing sight. The people were so clueless as to what was going on, merely doing as they wished and as they needed, living each day like it was their last. Oh, I envied them. I envied their ability to be ignorant of all. I envied their ability to be with who they wished when they wished for if I was not of my station, I could have been with Finan. I could've been with him in matrimony and been happy. But I had a burden of duty to my family and knew I could not escape it. No matter how much I wished to.
"Edwina, who is that?" I asked, eyeing a bald, small man dismounting his house. He seemed an odd fellow but was clearly a rich one. His guard indicated that much.
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Fanfiction"do not think me too weak, lord king. my courage is a match for any man,"