lessons | k.th + p.jm (j.jk)

† • twenty-seven

He rushed out of the room so quickly I didn't have time to think. My head quickly got into gear as I jumped off the bed grabbing my pants and shrugging them up.

"Jimin..." I heard Jungkook mumble but I ignored him as I ran out of the room, forgetting my shirt. I rushed through the crowd following the faint silhouette of Taehyung. I stumbled over many bodies as I moved down the stairs.

"T-Tae wait!" I continuously yelled through the herd but he kept moving toward the front door. Once I reached the bottom of the stairs I was greeted with a bunch of whistles from the many people in my home.

"Damn birthday boy got lucky!" People shouted I saw Tae look back from a quick second giving me a glare before running again, to which I copied going after him. We exited the house as I stumbled down the front steps and pushed past lingering bodies.

"Tae, Taehyung wait! T-Taehyung please wait-" we reached the sidewalk as I gently tugged on his arm before being he flung around to face me.

"Why the FUCK would I wait for you Jimin?!" he yelled at me, tears falling so fast from his eyes. I stood shocked for a few seconds, I had never heard him scream at me like that.

"Please j-just give me a chance to explain-" I pleaded.

"Explain?! I-I got confused when Jungkook and you randomly left so I went looking for you guys, and I found you FUCKING my boyfriend!" he continued to scream. That was my breaking point, tears fled my eyes after 3 years of never shedding a drop, hurting Taehyung this much wrecked me.

"I-I know, I was just mad and angry a-a-nd jealous-"

"So you fuck him during the party that I through for you for your birthday?!" he questioned, his tears still streaming down his delicate cheeks.

"N-No I-I-"

"Jesus Christ Jimin," his looked up as his hands threaded through the roots of his hair, "you're supposed to be my best friend!-"

"Yeah, but don't you get it?!" I questioned going closing to him grabbing his hand softly. "I-I don't want to be your best friend anymore, I want to be your boyfriend!" I shouted as our glass eyes stared at each other.

Taehyung stopped and analyzed what I had just said, and I begged and pleaded internally that somewhere deep inside of him he could find the way to understand how guilty I felt and that he would take me back and we'd actually be together finally. But no, the slight glint in his eye that held that hope was shattered when he threw my hand down and his eyebrows furrowed together angrily.

"No Jimin, this isn't some kind of movie where you confess your feelings and I magically forgive you-"

"B-But I already confessed to you earlier-" I begged

"I don't care Jimin!" he paused looking at the floor. "You know what?" he asked looking up at me.

"Tae-"

"I don't think-"

"Please, Tae don't-"

"I don't want to see you anymore Jimin... like ever again," he told me sternly, giving me one last look before walking home.

"No no no no Tae please don't!! You-you can't leave me Tae! I'm sorry I-I wasn't thinking straight, 10 years Tae you can't do this!! I can't live without you this isn't fair!! ple-ea-seeeee Tae... TAE PLEASE!!" I yelled, scream and cried my lungs out on the sidewalk but Taehyung kept walking into his house like he was deaf. My eyes flooded with water to the point where everything was blurry, I sat on the sidewalk on my knees just sobbing loudly, whispering please over and over again. 

"Jimin?" I looked up to see a blurred Jungkook behind me.

"Oh fuck off!" I yelled and cried at him as I pushed him away. I stood up looking at him, he looked so confused and lost with everything. "Why?" I whispered

"What?"

"Why?! You had the most perfect boy in the whole world and you let him go! You threw him away like he was nothing! He loved and cared for you so much but you fucked it all up! Why Kook?! He was perfect and you lost him! You lost the best person that entered your life and now you're never getting him back because you fucked up for the last time and now he's gone... gone forever..." by this time I was buried into Jungkook's chest banging repeatedly in anger as he hugged me, eventually I calmed down and just continued crying before the rest of the night tunred into a blur.

Happy 18th to me.