love me

first day of senior year pt.2

audreys pov
i woke up this morning to my alarm blasting 6ix 9ine. i groan as i get up from my comfortable bed. i was up late last night trying to unpack i didn't go to sleep well after midnight. a nap afterschool is most def the wave. i stretched and let out my inner pornstar moan.

i connected my phone to my speaker preparing to get ready to take my shower, but i saw a text from my ex talkm bout some bs.

bitchass bitch😕: hey babe im sorry, i didnt mean it, i love you.
me: bitch shut cho ass up with all this dumb talking you doing. you know damn well you dont want me. i gave you numerous chances , and lets not forget what you said when me argued.
you know when you're arguing with someone watch and listen to watch they say and do; it means they have been feeling that way despite of what they said or did. and with that i left that alone.

buuuut ill tell yall why i hate her well im a stem. when we were out in public and i dressed more girly she would act like we're friends not a couple. when i wore more masculine clothes she was all over me in public. then one time we got into a argument about and she told me she only loves me when i wear masculine clothes not when im more feminine.

i asked her if it really mattered what i wore she said yes lesbian relationships are supposed to consist of a fem and a stud. i gave her a wtf face like bitch.... come on foreal this the kinda shit we doing now? and i told her thats the dumbest shit ive heard.

she said take it or leave it dress masculine all the time and be the "boy" in this relationship. when i tell you i wanted to smack the dog shit outta this bitch but i resisted and chose to use my words.

"okay listen here you hypocritical bitch lesbian relationships consists of 2 FEMALES! it does matter if its 2 studs or 2 fems or a stud and fem. at the end of the day we all have tits and pussies and thats the most important part. you dumb bitch. now with that we're done so you can gon head and delete and get rid of everything that is mine." i walked off and went home. i dont deserve this, im gonna find me someone that loves me for me. i left her back home ready for a fresh start.

i hopped outta the shower, and walked over to my closet to try and figure out what i wanted to wear. i settled with a black shirt with lightly colored distressed jeans and my white air forces. i sprayed some cologne put on some stud earrings. i washed my hair last night so my curls were popping. i just added some eco styler gel and leave in condidtion and with that i was done. my bad lemme introduce myself well my name is Audrey Williams i just moved here to California.

at first we lived in virginia im glad we moved from that boring ass state. im mixed with black and white im 17 and im about 5'7. i love to eat so therefore i love to cook. and thats pretty much it.

i grabbed my bookbag and went downstairs to see my mom made french toast and my little brother was already digging in " good morning mama and jeremiah!" he is only 5 and today is his first day of kindergarten and im so proud of my little baby. i greeted them as i sat down and began eating my self.

as i ate i scrolled thou instagram and my older brother came downstairs. " wassup sis" " hey bradon" brandon is 20 years old he is currently enrolled in community college and he works part-time at Wal-Mart. i grabbed my keys and walked towards the door yelling "bye guys love you" over my shoulder. i got into the car and pulled up the address for the school lucky it wasnt far so i plugged up my aux and resumed my drake playlist from this morning.

the next song was " best i ever had" "oooooue this is my sheeeeeit" i yelled. " cause she hold me down every time i hit her up when i get it right i promise that we gonna live it up she makes me beg for it till i give it up and she says the same thing every single time you the fucking best!" i semi-yelled along with drake. i pulled up onto the school parking lot, i cant lie im kinda nervous, im just gonna be myself and if people dont like it their lost.

i got outta the car and walked into the building then went straight to the office tthough the big ass windows i felt someone starring at me. i turned around and was faced with the most beautiful girl ive neva seen. i looked into ger eyes and i saw something..... was it hurt? sadness? loneliness? or was she just tired? but before i could answer she turned away and walked away.

i sighed and walked further into the office and i was greeted by a cute white old lady. "good morning miss, how can i help you?" " hi its my first day and i need my schedule" " okay whats your name?" " audrey williams" "okay one moment and ill get that for yah." she said with a smile. i waited while she typed into the computer. she handed me my schedule fresh of the printer i smiled holding the paper i do the same with my clothes fresh outta the dyer.

they feel so warm and snuggly i love it "thank you" "you're welcome." i left reading my first class and it was english with mr.brown. i arrived late because i got lost and i had to wait for my schedule.

i walked in and the teacher asked me to introduce myself to the class. as i started doing it my eyes landed on that same girl from the hallway i finally got a good look at her eyes. they were dull,sad,drained, and lifeless i am determined to make them bright and full of life again.

when the teacher was done he told me to take a seat i found one right next to future bae. i walked over there sat down and tapped her on the shoulder. and said " wassup mamas im audrey whats your name?" she smiled " i know that , but i'm aaliyah but people call me liyah." but then she got really quiet and looked really scared she put her headphones back in and started her assignment. damn i thought am i that scary i thought as i began to do the same.

aaliyahs pov
i noticed that she was coming near the empty seat by me. i remembered that i couldn't be nice or i would regret it. donté has eyes everywhere watching so if i so much as look at a girl for too long he will know. one time i got a girls number on some friendly shit he beat the hell outta me my ribs were broken it hurted so bad to breathe.

i had to drove myself to the hospital because lana and gen would both freak out. he always apologized thou with cute ass flowers. i was pulled outta my thoughts when i felt a touch on my shoulder. i looked up to see her gazing over me. " wassup mamas im audrey what's your name?"

i answered her question but thought i knew that because she said when she was introducing herself to the class. i saw one of dontés friend look over at me and shook his hand and pulled out his phone oh shit i thought. my smile fell instantly, i put my headphones back in and praying he didnt see me talking to this beautiful angel. i knew what was in-store for me once i git home.

i hope this was good!