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•Aleks•
I wake up.

I'm alone.
I thought.

Ethan exits the bathroom with a towel wrapped around his waist.

"Oh, you're awake!" He says in a sort of scared voice.

I rub my eyes and groan.
"Uh y-..yeaaahhh" I say.

He grabs his clothes and goes into the bathroom to get dressed.

"Ethan.."
"Yeah?"
"This IS your room you know?"
"Well. Yeah.."
"So why don't you change in here?"
"Because you're in there"
"I can leave..I'll go check on Diego.."
"Alright.. I hope things go well"

I quickly put my shoes back on, grab my phone and walk out.

I hear Ethan enter the room as I walk down the hall to my own room.

I check my phone.

It's 11:27am.

I reach my room and knock on the door.

I receive no answer.

I pull out my key card from my hoodie pocket and unlock it.

I see the girl from the night before.. she's passed out on the floor.

I look up at the bed and see Diego..

He's crying..?

I walk around the girl so that I can get to Diego even though I so badly wanted to stomp on her..

"Diego.." I say while removing the covers from his face.

He has so many tears streaming down his face. He ignores me and pulls the covers back over himself.

I groan and pull them off again.

"leave me alone.." he says quietly.

I do the opposite.

Obviously.

I roll over onto the other side of the bed so that we are now face to face.

"Look at me.."
"I don't want to.."
"Why not?"
"Because then I'm reminded of the mistake I made."
"Diego.. I forgive you but things aren't the same you have to accept that."
"Yeah I know and it hurts me because it means you love me less."

I move his long curls out of his face and kiss him.

He pulls me in closer and we continue to make out.

I couldn't be bothered to remember that he had another girl in here last night.

Why am I like this?


After an hour or so Diego is up and dressed.

"I'm gonna go check on Ethan."
"Oh alright.. I'll take care of this one"
"Haha good luck" I say as I grab my phone and key card and exit.

I knock on Ethan's door.

"Hey you came back!" He says.

"Y-..Yeah.."
"How'd things go?"
"Alright."
"That's good."

We sit in silence for a bit.

"Soooo the first show's tonight!"
"Yeah! We're gonna be either in the front row or backstage."
"Definitely backstage fuck getting mauled."
"True"

We laugh.

Ethan sighs.

"You're lucky.."
"Lucky?"
"Yeah.. you have Diego, he loves you, I have nobody"
"Ethan.. I'm here for you"

I hug him.
He tightens his grip and brings me in closer.

I smile.

"I wish I could find someone like you"

(Short & unedited don't come at me sideways tho bc I've been moving and I'm tired.  498.)

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