"you're so hot"
"kiss me then."
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She was mysterious and quiet and he wanted to know why, what he didn't expect was that he'd be so deeply wrapped up in her world.
A world where everything was in place, yet so confusing.
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In Na woke up with a screaming headache, sometimes she would want to let everything go and imagine herself being in a garden full of roses where she could dramatically lie and think she's in a music video.
But no, she's a vampire
She hated everything.
She felt as if everything was unfair for her.
The guys she likes is against her
Mark is suddenly her brother
She almost died.
Almost got staked by the one only Na jaemin and the list doesn't get better.
Yeah it's only getting worse, she never saw this coming but oh well life's unfair, even if she never actually experienced the hardships of being a feared supernatural creature, just this was enough to throw her off the edge.
Now there was a bigger burden on her, is she really ready to leave
Leave the life she has just started adapting to
Leaving him
Leaving her one and only support, her dad.
No she wasn't ready for any of that, but she had to take a decision.
Adapting into new places is shit and stressful, but that's what life is right, It plays with you to see how you do.
And that's exactly how life is treating In Na, it's throwing unexpected things and slowly she's starting to lose idea on how to work with it.
She strode to the bathroom to freshen up. She wasn't ready for what today holds for her. She just wasn't
She did reach school a bit late and now she wouldn't care, taking notice of each and everything.
She spotted jaemin along with his friends.
Smiling, happy, laughing.
Totally unfazed on what happened prior few weeks, but who is she to stop him from being happy and smiling because after all he is the angel, Na Jaemin
The Jaemin everyone adores, everyone loves him.
He emits positive aura which brings many people in trance of his beautiful personality, hell, In Na her self fell for it. How pathetic, she should've been strong, she's a vampire she reminded herself that everyday.
She shouldn't be so fragile.
She was better off not trusting anyone.
She should've kept it that way
But she carved her heart out as if it was with glass only only for Jaemin, and surprise surprise he shattered it into many.
In Na would never know what Jaemin felt
He himself is head over heels for the lilac haired vampire, but he's too much of a coward.
He himself is a weak boy, he was hesitant in his actions
The girl he loved should never ever die with the hands of his own.
He would forever live in the guilt and would never forgive himself.
Isolation.
That's what he would build himself to do.
The smiles, happiness and laughter was all a facade. He has a reputation, he couldn't ruin it.
He must remain Jaemin, with the brightest of smiles. Was he really gonna let In Na, ruin a reputation he build?
Never.
This is what people would called, ego.
And that's exactly what he was showing, little did he know, day by day, in order to carve is reputation stronger, he pushed away the girl who made him feel butterflies
She was hurting and he was the cause of it But will he ever know that? Maybe, but not anytime soon.
In Na's previous words stabbed him like a hundred knives
He wanted to stop her, hug her and tell her "no I love you I'm sorry" but something caught his breath he couldn't, he just couldn't.
His eyes stung deeper as he saw the girl run away.
He couldn't do it.
He couldn't bring himself to say it.
'I'm such a coward'
In Na spared one last glance before pushing her hair back, and she walked into class.
Hyunjin waited there with the sweetest eye smile
How precious.
Hyunjin was probably the one and only who drew a smile on In Na's face.
His power.
And they initiated conversations About? Nothing, they liked listening to each other's voices He liked listening to her voice. it was music to him. They wouldn't stop talking till something worth to be quiet of, the silence was also comfortable, it felt nice, for once.
She thought of it as a good start to a day. He thought of it as a good start to a relationship.
She would look at jaemin many times, he was smiling so brightly Talking to everyone as if everything was perfect in his life.
As if he hadn't hurt someone
As if his father doesn't treat him ill
As if he didn't almost kill anyone.
It was annoying, can a person be this positive, after so much?
He wouldn't even look at her.
She had come to a conclusion, it was a game. A game of love
Sure she didn't mean anything to him
Who would?
She's a vampire, she sucks blood out of innocent people.
She didn't deserve any love from anyone.
She finds no purpose, no purpose to stay back.
Jaemin was going to be much for safer and happier without her.
She would straight away walk out of his life, after all she didn't mean anything to him.
it was merely a game of love.
In Na will never ever know, just how much she means to him, she would never know that if she walked out, he would break.
