Can I be free from all this pain?
Can I be free from the strife i’ve attain?
Can I be free from this life the heaven gave?
Can I be free from all the past pain?
I can never be free from all the sorrow.
I can never go back to my old self.
Please...Release me from this hell hole.
I don’t want to be in a world of darkness anymore.
I don’t want to be used and thrown away like yesterdays trash.
Can I be as free as the birds in the sky?
I want to be asleep for eternity.
I want to be hidden from the world so that I can be free from this world.
No one knows my pain….I always hid behind the mask of happiness.
No one needs to worry about me….never again will I be the same.
What's done is done.
No one can stop the pain I suffer,
No one can stop the hatred inside.
No one can stop me from being pulled into the dark
No one can save this life I hide.
No one can stop what happens anymore
Everyone can go on the paths that I lead for them.
Everyone can leave me behind.
As always….Im the only one left behind.
As always I am taken advantage of.
As always I am hurt
As always I am to kind hearted
As always No one sees my pain until they ask.
“Are you okay?”
I lie with saying Yes or im fine.
I can't deal with this anymore.
I should have kept my wall built and never broken down.
Now i have to rebuild it all over again.
Please let me go from this time
Of all things I ask let me go.
I have helped enough people from this world.
I wish to be free from all the sorrow and pain I feel.
I wish I was just a myth like those heros of a fairy tale.
I wish to be free from my life.
Please let me go into another life that awaits.
Never again will I be the same.
Never again will I go back to all this pain
Never again can I see the light
Never again will I be happy
I shall hide this pain and sorrow once again
I shall not make people worry for this I have no right to make them worry.
I shall hide forever in a lie of happiness and glee.
As always i put others in front of me.
As always I shall be the shadow of everyone I meet.
As always I can never be free
No one can understand this pain I feel.
No one can relate
No one is ever going to bring me back
I have decided that it’s best to be hidden for good.
Creating fake feelings that everyone can see.
No shall see the real me.
Hello readers. I know I haven't posted in a long time. Things went down this semester in school and as always im hurt. I can never escape it, after all, it is my destiny. I wrote this from how i have felt over the years i have live. No, i won't commit suicide, but i just cant...deal with more sorrow and pain.
I’m sorry I haven't been a good author and update at least monthly. I m sorry I can't do that for you guys.
Thank you for reading this book and I will try to update.
Love, Author chan
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