Forbidden love (MGE harem fanfic)

Chapter 24: nightmares part 2: Fever

Hana's point of view

There was darkness all around me, I knew it was a dream, but why was my fear worse than reality?
I looked around and heard the chains on my legs buckle against the stress of me suddenly standing. A jolt of electricity goes through the metal and I let out a cry before falling down. I cried out Y/N's  name and felt as another jolt was sent through my body. It felt real. Was this a memory? I have little memory of what happened to me before the age of fifteen and even then I was in chains... why was I thinking of that now though? I've accepted this... what the hell was happening?!

???: so you have yet to come to terms with what happened... you know what happens when all forms of therapy fail.

Hana: WHERE IS HE?!

I didn't say that.  Another long jolt was forced through my body and I let out a long cry.

???: the boy was normal but because of you he is a threat, we have been monitoring him for over a month now and we decided to wake you up since him coming back is unlikely. Because of you, he will live a normal, sad, and confusing life. Before you came along he had friends, family, and people that he was close too, but now... your so called "love" ruined his life.

Hana: THAT'S NOT TRUE!

I began to cry and more jolts shot through me.

Hana: please *sniff* s-stop... why are you doing this?

I felt as my mindset became more closely alined with the one I had in the memory. There was a feeling of sadness that I couldn't describe, I wanted to die. Was this the source of those thoughts that led me to try and kill myself? Why was I remembering now? I suddenly felt as everything about the girl changed. I realized that my perception of these memories were changed and put all of the times that I've seen her into one large memory.

???: you can't help what you are and madam Mori has me under her thumb. I don't understand what it's like to have this much hate... why I do this is out of fear. No one remembers me and my own mother wouldn't hesitate to kill me if she knew what I was.

I felt as the girl gently stroked my ears.

???: but if I show you mercy my mother would take you for herself just to torment my spirit... my name is "Misery" and I made a deal to stay young... I'll pull some strings... I don't want this to happen... I'm sorry.

I felt as time passed and I felt the effects of the passage of time even though it happened in seconds. I felt as my attachment to the girl became stronger and stronger. There was a moment where I was... happy. All of this changed when she was a few minutes late, she was never late.
The door opened and Misery was thrown inside. A woman who seemed to give off a dark aura was followed by a a person with a similar aura in dark armor.

???: did you really think that I wouldn't find out about this?!

Misery: Mori means death, not smart, I wasn't holding my breath on anything about this situation.

Mori: sister I beg of you to try and be forgiven by our mother.

Misery: *chuckling* don't you get it? I'm tired of being alive... so many years of watching the pain you cause and for what? Something so small to force you to end my life? It's nice to try and do good for a change. *looking up so that our eyes meet* and Hana, I hope you find Y/N and bring his memories back... I believe in you, even if these memories are erased I would like you to remember me not from the pain that I cause, but by the kindness that I gave you. The past few months have been fun.

Mori: is that all?

Mori puts a gun to the back of Misery's head.

Misery: Hana... thank you for opening my eyes.

There was a gunshot and the girl that I had grown to trust fell dead. Madam Mori had tried to torture me into submission but wiped my memories after I used his to try and end my life. The next four years of my life that I remembered were in a cage. I began to remember more things about my past but the most important memory was when Y/N took care of me when I was almost killed after my parents were taken. I don't know how to feel about all of these memories.

I woke up in a cold sweat and felt Y/N's hand on my head.

Y/N: you're running a fever and the nightmare that you were having must've been bad because  you were screaming and crying. I tried to wake you but you wouldn't-

Hana: H-hug m-me, p-please!

I felt as he wrapped his arms around me in response and I began to cry.

Hana: D-do you remember?

Y/N: remember... what?

Hana: never mind... you're only a human y-your memories aren't as strong as mind.

I felt as I was suddenly squeezed like a long lost toy.

Y/N: you set this all into motion... accidentally...

Hana: so you do remember?

Y/N: I don't know what you did but it just resurfaced.

I suddenly began to cough and I felt and tasted phlegm in my mouth. I gagged slightly in response.

Y/N: that cough didn't sound good, let's get you some water.

I nodded weakly. I felt as a blanket was wrapped around my naked body and Y/N supported me as I slowly stumbled forwards. Ruth had taken the liberty of cleaning up the non destroyed segments of the house and I thanked my lucky stars that the closest bathroom was still in working order. I began to cough violently into the sink and phlegm mixed with blood flew out of my mouth. I took a cup and filled it with water before drinking. It soothed my throat but I cringed at how painful it was at the same time. I suddenly coughed again and pure blood stained the sink.

I fell backwards into Y/N's arms as weakness began to overtake me. He picked me up bridal style and carried me back to the room. Ruth walked passed us and she asked what was going on.

Y/N: Hana and I just remembered something that the order forced us to forget, she woke up with a fever and I bet that it's a result of the memory resurfacing like a plan B. She started coughing up blood and she won't stop coughing in general.

Ruth: I'll get a waste container in case things get worse, I'll bring some water as well and a fresh pair of clothes for both of you.

Y/N nodded.

Y/N: thank you, Ruth, you're a lifesaver.

Ruth smiles and walked away and Y/N walked back to the room and placed me down on my bed. Y/N asked how I felt and I quickly responded.

Hana: I-It h-hurts

I felt as Y/N lied down next to me and gently kissed me in response. He did his best to take my mind off of the pain. I felt so cold and he felt so warm against my body. This was ironic because I was the one with fur.

I felt a sudden pain and let out a whimper. There were tears coming down my face as the pain worsened.

Y/N: hey, don't cry, it'll all be alright.

He scratched my ears and messaged certain areas of my body that were sore. This felt familiar, a memory from many years ago began to surface, a memory of a man having mercy on a monster despite the consequences. I held onto these memories and I slowly began to feel better.