Phan Oneshots!

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Leírás- (Hungarian) this one's a bit of a sad one :/ I don't know whether or not I should make a part two, read it and tell me what you think, your comments actually do help! Love yal and enjoy! 

Phil's POV-

Dan and I have been married for four years now. Things are... different, so to speak, between us. Four years ago, we met in the coffee shop. I never knew I'd fall I love with him. let alone be vowing to spend my life with him. We've had a kid called Acer for two years now. You'd think Dan and I would be happy, i mean, we're married, we have good jobs, we live in a good house, we have a kid... but... 

We've both changed somehow. We feel in love when he was 18 and I was 22. We're now 24 and 28. We're not teenagers anymore. When we fell in love, we were fully in love, but that may have been just a spark. I was so sure of everything back then, but now I'm not so sure. 

Dan works late everyday. I'm at home with Acer. When he comes back he's usually drunk. I don't pay him any attention when he comes back like this. He wakes up in a mood and won't talk to me for the rest of the day. 

"Phil" Dan says, snapping me out of my long trace. 

"Dan" I nod at him. 

"Uh, hello, Acer's crying!" he points out the obvious. 

"Do I have to get him, your majesty?" I ask, getting pissed. He never takes responsibility for Acer. 

"What's that supposed to mean?" he questions whilst I walk past him to Acer's room. 

"It means that you never fucking take responsibility for out child" I answer. 

"Excuse me? Since when?" he questions crossly. 

"Since you got your new hobby" I reply. 

"Oh yeah? And what's that?" he spits. I turn around after just getting our little boy to calm down again. 

"Drinking"

"So what if I have a couple of drinks from time to time?" 

"It's not just that. You work late, you go to work early, you never seem to want to see me, we don't have sex, hell, we don't even eat together!" I list. Realisation becomes apparent on his face. 

"What do you want? For me to quit my job?" he yells. 

"I just want to have my husband there, is that too much to ask‽" 

"I am here!" he defends. 

"No. You're not. You're not the same. We're not the same" a lump forms in my throat. 

"What do you want us to be?" he asks slowly. 

"Like we were before, when we fell in love" a tears falls down my cheek. 

"But we're not like we were before" he mumbles. 

"I just thought... I thought that, if we got together, that'd be it. That marriage wouldn't change us, and that we'd grow old together" I mutter. 

"W-what are you saying?" he asks. 

"I'm saying... I don't know what I'm saying" I start to cry. Dan walks over to me and lifts my head up, wiping my eyes. 

"Phil... do you still love me?" he asks. 

"Of course I do" I reply. 

"Good, because I love you too. And I don't want us to end. I love you so much. That's why I think we should spend some time apart. Just some time to think things over. We need to do what's best for us. For Ace. For our family" he explains, holding my hands. 

"Yeah... I'll pack my stuff in the morning-"

"No. It should be me who goes. I'm the one who keeps fucking up" he explains. 

"But Acer-"

"- can stay with my mum. We don't have to tell her anything, we'll just say we're going on holiday for a week, yeah?" he asks. I press my lips together tightly, looking back up at him. I nod. 

"I'm so sorry, Phil" he apologises, bringing me into a hug. I hug back, trying to suppress my tears.