little crush [Haylor]

Chapter 27

Taylor's Pov
After I was done making coffee I walked towards the sofa, were harry was sitting, with two cups of coffee. I placed a cup near him and sat down beside him. He was sitting with his hands on his head.
When I sat beside him he looked up at me and sat properly. He took a sip of his coffee and looked at me. I sighed "okay, so first you are misunderstanding the situation. I didn't kiss zayn he kissed me." "what were you doing with him in the first place? " he asked putting his cup down " well it's a long story " I said sipping my coffee " well my ears are all yours " he said.
(Before zayn and taylor met at the coffee house)
I was walking towards my car which was parked in the school's parking lot. School was already over and I was heading home, well I like to call it that. "taylah" someone called me and I very well knew that who's voice it was. "taylah, I want to talk to you " he came running towards me. I also wanted to talk to him so I agreed. We went to a cafe which I assume Zayn knows very well. "coffee? " he asked "yeah sure " I replied and he called the waiter "one latte for me and... " he looked at me for my choice "cappuccino will be fine " I replied pushing back a strand of my hair with my finger. The waiter went away nodding his head. "uhh.. Taylah I wanted to talk to you about us " he said looking at me "there is no us zayn, listen I like you a lot but I'm also starting to like harry, and on top of that what you did to harry that was not nice, I know harry has been aggressive towards you from the day one but I expected you to understand me. And zayn I'm totally confused about what to do next before I was atleast some what sure but now, now I'm just confused " I finished with a sigh
"taylah you can still be sure, I know I did wrong by sending someone to beat harry up but see it from my perspective, what would you do if you find the person you love having great time with some else he shouldn't be with? Taylah I love you alot and I promise that I'll be faithful." he said and I didn't know what to say anymore "taylah don't forget that the man you're starting to fall for will break your heart one day, he's just using you. He just wants to take you to bed and that's it. Taylah don't forget because of him your dad doesn't want to see you, you have to meet your mom and brother somewhere else. Don't forget that because of that man you lost your family " he said with teary eyes "taylah "he was now speaking very softly, just above whisper "don't forget how he made your life a hell, don't forget how threatened you, don't forget how he abused your family " at this point my mind went off, it went back to all those moments when I was scared of harry, how he pointed a gun to my head, how he beated my brother, how he took me away from my family. I suddenly felt soft lips on mine and it felt good. After all those horrific thoughts, after all the pain those warm lips felt good. My eyes were closed but I could see someone, that person who took me away from my family, that person who scared me to death half of the time, it was harry. Suddenly the warmth was removed from my lips and was replaced with cold and someone cleared there throat. I opened my eyes and saw zayn licking his lips and adjusting on his seat nervously. 'Oh my god! What have I done? I kissed Zayn. It was zayn? It wasn't harry?'. A cup of coffee was placed in front of me but I was not in the mood to have it after everything that happened. I quickly took my bag and ran out the coffee house, tears slowly making there way down my cheeks.
**end of flashback**
"this is what happend" I said and took a sip of my cup "that Bastard he was trying to convince you to leave me and I'd never do all this stuff just to get a woman in my bed " he said and the last part caught my attention "wait, you've slept with girls before?" I asked looking at him "yeah, not going to lie. In our kind of business it's regular but we just do it for pleasure. We just take our pleasure. I've had sex before but I never made love or whatever you call that shit " he said and rubbed his eyes. "atleast I know you didn't kiss him " he said smiling his hands still rubbing his eyes, but what he said got me upset 'he only wants sex and he already slept with many women '. I got up from the sofa and took my cup with me. "hey? Where are you going? " as I was about to walk away harry held my hand and pulled me towards him and made me sit on his lap "what are you doing? "I asked and looked at him
"did you feel bad that I slept with  many girls? " he asked smirking "no! Not at all. Why I'll feel bad or jealous or be mad at you " I said turning my head sideways and he laughed a bit and nuzzled his face into my neck "trust me but it was all before you came into my life. After you came I stopped sleeping with other women, I stopped drinking too." he said and removed his head from my neck and looked up at me "oh really? " I asked and looked at him "I swear " he said and slowly started to lean in. I also leaned in and attached my lips with his soft ones which by the way tasted like coffee.
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(if you saw the gif then you'll know how they were sitting. And by they I mean harry and taylor)