Double Life

You Nerd!!

(Holland's POV )

I cover my ears while the Demons spawn continues to scream. I noticed that I spilled my wonderful coffee over this piece of trash. I literally wanted to start crying. She made me spill my coffee. She stops screaming I stare at her.

"You done now?" I ask her and she gawks at me.

"Excuse me" Lucy asked

"Are. You. Done. Screaming. Now. I mean it's not a hard of a question to understand even if it's you" she comes closer to me and I swear I can smell her cheap perfume. I swear how much does she put on?

"Listen here Nerd, I don't know who you think you are just because you parents are hot shots,but your not your parents. You'll never be anything besides a ugly, geek" I stare at her and start walking forward. She looks startled but then continues walking backwards until her back hits the wall

"Listen here Spawn of Satan. I may not be anything like my parents but at least I'm not using their money to buy fake noses and lipo. Now if you'll excuse me. This nerd has a class to get too"and with that I left her looking dazed and confused.

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I was now 15 minutes late for my chemistry class. When I got their the teacher gave me a detention and told me to take a seat. I nodded and looked around. As soon as I saw who the only seat was by, I groaned.

Dean was sitting their looking as uncomfortable as ever. He was my ex-best friend. We used to be joined at the hip and went everywhere together. He was there for me even before everyone else was. One day in 7th grade he just started ignoring me. When I asked him what the matter was he said that he just didn't want to be friends with a girl like me anymore. I'm glad I didn't tell him my secret because if I did who knows if he would have blabbed his mouth to everyone. I took my seat and grabbed my notebook. I glanced at him from the corner of my eye and couldn't help but notice how handsome he got over the years. He has bright crystal blue eyes and jet black hair. He's at least 6'6 with a nice tan and muscles. WAIT HOLD UP THE PHONE!! WHY AM I NOTICING STUFF LIKE THIS!! I HATE HIM SO MUCH!! UGH! I take a glance at him and notice that he's looking at me. As soon as he catches my eye he turns away and I see his ears turning red. I look at him for a couple of seconds more and then the bell rings. I get up casting one more look over my shoulder then head out to my next class.

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(Dean's POV)

The classroom door opens and I see HER standing there. I quickly look down at my notebook and doodle. I can't help but feel guilty over what I did to her so many years ago. I still remember the conversation we had on that awful day:

FLASHBACK

"Dean! Dean!"I hear Holly calling my name. I keep on walking hoping to lose her but I didn't.

"What Holland!" I snapped. She looked taken aback and it broke my heart to see her like that. She is my best friend for God's sake and I can't believe I'm treating her like this. But this has to be done. For her sake and mine.

"What's wrong with you? You've been ignoring my calls,texts, and every time I try to confront you, you run the other way" I close my eyes and I know I will regret what I say next

"Did you ever think why I chose to ignore you? I mean come on Holland you can't be that dumb to realize that I'm avoiding you for a reason" her eyes glaze over with unshed tears but I continue " Look the best friend thing we had is long gone now. Our parents were stupid to ever think that we were meant to friends. I mean who wants to be friends with a needy, whiny, over dramatic nerd like you" I finished and saw that tears were running down her beautiful face. It took everything I had not to comfort her and tell her I was joking. I pushed my nails into my palm and bit my tongue until I could both taste and feel the blood. What she said next broke my heart into pieces and made me feel completely numb.

"I HATE YOU DEAN HARRISON! I WILL NEVER EVER IN MY LIFE FOR AS LONG AS I SHOULD LIVE FORGIVE YOU!! GO ROT IN HELL" and with that turned and left leaving me in the hallway feeling numb and broken inside.

End of Flashback

I watched her take her seat out of the corner of my eye. I couldn't help but notice how stunningly beautiful she has become over the years. Her eyes are a dark blue almost sapphire color, she has curves in all the right places(even if she does wear those baggy clothes) and her hair is long and curly. I always knew she was attracted but I didn't know how attractive she would turn out.

Everyday I see her with her friends laughing and messing around. I couldn't help but feel a pang of jealousy every time Ryland got to wrap his arms around her and make her laugh. I know that they're good friends and all but I don't like the idea of having his arms wrapped around her. She was mine first and I'm the only one who should get to hold her and make her laugh that sweet little laugh of hers. The bell rang and I avoided her curious stare.

As I was walking to the next class (which I also shared with Holland) I couldn't help but watch her walk away. She had the grace and confidence as a model but she was trying too hard to act like everyone else. She tried super hard to slouch but couldn't and eventually gave up. I smiled to myself and just as I was going to enter the classroom I felt a slap on my back. I turned around and spotted my best friends Jared,Chris, and Matt. Jared was the quiet type but the most sincere and caring one, Chris was the arrogant and cocky one and Matt was Chris's sidekick.

"Hey guys" I said while giving them the bro hugs

"Hey man" Chris said "Wanna ditch with me and Matt? Jared not coming because he's being a wimp" Chris said while shooting Jared a pointed look. Jared shrugged and flipped Chris off, Jared May be the quiet type but he sure as hell won't let you walk over him. Chris muttered something under his breath and then turned his attention back to me.

"So what do ya say Dean" he called my name but I wasn't paying attention. I was looking at Holland talking to the twins. Ryland was leaning against Holland whispering in her ear. She laughed and then whispered something in his ear. He grinned and pumped his fist triumphantly. I couldn't help the anger that flared up in me. WHY WAS I ANGRY? I SURE AS HELL DON'T KNOW WHY. I felt someone waving their hands in my face and I snapped back to reality. I looked toward Chris and Matt and uttered an apology.

"Sorry guys I can't today. If my parents find out they'll kill me" now that was so not true. My parents were chill, if I missed school once in awhile because of the stress they were cool with it. Being the only child of Carly and Rob Harrison, the biggest fashion moguls/ designers in the world (right behind Holland's parents) has it's perks. One of them being the undivided attention of both parents when their home or being spoiled rotten by my mother.

The bell rung and I headed into class. I notice Holland looking and me and I smile to myself. Even when she has those huge glasses on I still found her attractive. I glance at her one more time before turning my attention to the teacher.