BLUE EYED BOY (Tracob | DDLB)

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Jacob and Troye lied in bed underneath the heavy comforter.

It was nearing two in the morning and both boys were wide awake.

They didn't know why.

Neither of them had spoken a word for about two hours.

They would play with each other's fingers and kiss here and there, but no noise came out of their mouths.

Troye sighs and rolls over.

He presses his lips to Jacob's neck.

Jacob bites his lip and rubs the smaller boy's back.

Troye continues to kiss and suck on his boyfriend's neck and slides his hand slowly down his stomach.

Jacob lets out a breath and stops the little's hand from moving any further down, "Troye."

Troye sits up and climbs onto Jacob, straddling his waist.

He leans down and attacks his neck again, gently grinding his butt against the front of Jacob's shorts.

"Troye-fuck," Jacob gasps as Troye sinks his teeth into his neck.

Jacob places his hands on Troye's sides, "Troye."

"Hm?"

"Troye, stop."

Hesitantly, Troye pulls away from the older boy's neck but doesn't look up.

He lies his head on Jacob's shoulder and stays silent.

"Tro-"

"Why don't you want to have sex?"

Jacob sighs and reaches over to turn on the lamp on his night stand.

Both boys sit up and Troye stares down at his lap.

"Baby, I told you."

"I-I know and I understand, but... I told you I was fine. Is it me?"

"No, no, no," Jacob says pulling Troye into a hug.

"Don't ever think that. It's not you, baby."

"What is it then?" Troye cries.

"And don't say my dad."

Jacob wasn't sure what to say.

The only reason was because of Troye's dad.

There was literally no other reason.

Troye looks up when Jacob doesn't say anything.

Tears streamed down his cheeks as Jacob looks back at him with sad eyes.

"Say something," Troye whispers softly.

Jacob brings his hands up and rests them on the small boy's cheeks.

"I love you," he whispers.

Troye cries harder and falls into Jacob's embrace, "I don't wanna be here, Jacob."

Jacob hugs the little securely, "Where do you wanna go, baby? You wanna go for a walk? Try to calm-"

"I don't wanna be on earth anymore."

Jacob's heart drops, "Tro-"

"Don't. Don't say something that wont make me feel better anyway. Just... just hold me."

Jacob tightens his grip on Troye, not even knowing what to say in the first place.

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The next morning, Troye woke up without Jacob by his side.

Due to waking up feeling little, he frowns slightly.

He sits up and stretches with a yawn.

He steps out of bed and immediately pouts at the coldness of the room.

He wraps a blanket around himself and walks down the staircase, his little hand holding onto the railing.

"Daddy," he mumbles upon seeing his boyfriend in the kitchen.

Jacob turns around and smiles softly, "Morning, pumpkin. How'd you sleep?"

Troye allows Jacob to pick him up and he wraps his pudgy thighs around the latter's waist, "Fine."

"Fine?"

"Mhm."

Jacob kisses the little's forehead, "I made breakfast."

"You did?" Troye asks placing his thumb in his mouth as he lies his head on Jacob's shoulder.

"Yep. Are you hungry?"

"Mhm."

"I can tell," Jacob chuckles.

"You're eating your thumb."

Troye giggles, smiling around his thumb.

"Nuh uh, daddy! See!"

Troye pulls his thumb out of his mouth and holds it up to show Jacob.

Jacob smiles, "It was close! There's teeth marks! But you know what?"

"What?" Troye grins biting his bottom lip.

"I'm hungry too."

"You are?"

"Yup. You know what I want?"

"Hm?"

"I want a Troye."

Troye gasps, "No, daddy!"

The small little lets out a squeal when Jacob begins to playfully nibble on his neck.

He giggles loudly even when Jacob pulls away.

He stops giggling but looks at his daddy with a grin, "You can't eat me!"

"I can't?"

"No."

"Can I eat Nash?"

"No!"

Troye shrieks in horror at the thought.

"Darn," Jacob says jokingly.

"I guess I'm stuck with eating the pancakes and bacon I made."

Troye gasps, "Me too!"

"You too?"

"Yeah! Me want pancakes!"

"What do you say, darling?"

Troye thinks for a minute, his face scrunching up making Jacob silently aww at the action.

Finally, Troye looks at his boyfriend once again, "P'ease."

"Good boy," Jacob praises, pressing a kiss to Troye's plump lips.

"Let's eat."

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