< Colby's POV:
He never loved me. If he did he would never have let me go so fast. It's like he had nothing to lose so might as well.
He promised to never hurt me. But I should've known that it's impossible not to. Everyone gets hurt and gets their hearts shattered into a million pieces that can never be picked back up. I just wish I knew better.
He brushed me off like a fleck of dust on a shoulder. He acted like I meant nothing to him. I'm irrelevant to him. How come I hadn't seen it from before? I'm a glitch in a game called life that I can't get out of it in victory.
Brennen didn't even hesitate. Just called it off like it was nothing extremely important. He made me feel loved. And now I'm starting to doubt his love. Did he actually love me? Or was it all a lie?
I don't know anymore. What I do know is that I'm going to move on. It hurts like a bullet to the heart or a whip to the back but it I'll have to go through this pain. Something in the back of my head is telling me not to do anything stupid.
Like harm myself. Depress myself. Possibly kill myself.
It'll get better. My pain will eventually fade away and I'll be happy again.
I love Brennen. I'm sure I always will. But I'll move on. I'm not certain if my love for him will fade away, but I do know it's there. And it's not going anywhere anytime soon..
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(This is basically a filler of Colby's thoughts.)
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