Perries POV:
I held the test in my hands waiting. Jade should be here with me waiting to see the results. Instead I was sat in the bathroom with jades mum and my mum waiting downstairs. My phone alarm went off signalling that the test was ready. I breathed out shakily and opened the test. 2 blue lines. I burst into tears. I wanted kids of corse but I wasn't ready jade wasn't either she was always away with work and I was as well. I couldn't have an abortion I can't kill my own blood. I'm 19 and pregnant and jades only 20 there's no way in the world I can cope. There was a knock on the door "Perrie sweetie are you ok" jades mum Norma chirped from outside the door "uhh y yeah" I looked at the test. I'm having a baby I'm actually having a baby and jade wouldn't be here to help me. I walked out the bathroom with the test in hand I could hear my mum and Norma talking downstairs. And I walked in. I sat in between them "well umm I uhh I I'm pregnant" my tears welled up again and my mum hugged me and Norma rubbed my back. "It's ok perrie these things happen ok" Norma said my mum stroked my hair and kissed my head. "You have to tell her" I couldn't i knew jade would hate me. "No she can't know don't tell her ok please no one tell her" they nodded "c can you ring Ellie for me please I need her" my mum smiled sympathetically "Corse darling" this was gonna be a long ride.
4 months later*
My bump was now visible I was 5 months pregnant and jade would be here next month what is she gonna think. I only had a few pregnancy symptoms I had back sores was very hungry all the time and could feel the movement of my baby. I also found out the gender of the baby we were having a baby girl. And I honestly couldn't wait me and jade have wrote to each other 13 times in the last 4 months but I still haven't told her. My phone rang and I picked it up. "Hello" jade said from the other side of the line. "Oh jade h hi" she laughed down the phone "Well don't sound too happy are you ok" i need to tell her "yeah umm jade I have something to tell you" no I couldn't "okay" she said in a confused tone. "Umm I uhh I love you" my knee was bouncing out of anxiety. "Aww pez I love you too anyway it's only 2 more weeks until I see you I can't wait" I swallowed the lump in my throat "y yeah me too" I bit my lip and sighed. "Anyway I gotta go I love you" I'm positive she wouldn't be saying that in 2 weeks time "yeah I love you too see you soon bye" Ellie came in the door and smiled. "Bye beautiful blue eyes" I ended the call and sighed. "I'm guessing that was her" Ellie said sitting next to me "yep". Ellie had been really helpful through the pregnancy she's my cousin but is more like my sister. I'm great full for everything I have I hope jades great full for this baby.
