LIE 2 | Truth

Truth Two ; It was an accident

Hoseok slammed the door to his car, his breath heavy and labored.

He could feel his air ways closing on him little by little, making it difficult for him to breathe properly. Difficult for him to calm his anxious body down.

C'mon, Hoseok, you can't have a panic attack now! He yelled at himself, which wasn't helping him in the slightest.

Slowly, Hoseok began counting to himself, in an attempt to calm himself down before he went into a full blown panic attack in the library parking lot. He did this a lot, did what Yoongi used to do for him when they were teenagers, when they were together.

He could hear Yoongi counting with him, could hear the elder male's voice in his head. Usually it helped him calm down, Yoongi's voice could always calm him down, and this time was like every other; he was able to calm himself down before he had a panic attack. Though, this time around, he was left with an aching heart, a heart that felt like it was bleeding out from how broken it was.

Hoseok didn't expect to see Yoongi this way, with a young boy that Hoseok prayed wasn't Yoongi's son. He hoped that the little boy he saw with his ex lover was a relative or Yoongi's friend' son that he happened to be watching this very day.

The history Hoseok has though, with how unlucky he can be sometimes, makes him believe that this boy is probably Yoongi's son. That the little boy that has the same nickname as him, that called Yoongi 'dada',  was the symbol that Yoongi moved on, that he was with someone else and that he didn't love Hoseok anymore.

That Hoseok was too late.

Before he could stop himself, Hoseok was crying. Tears slipping out of his eyes as he whimpered, his head in his hands as he cried.

Soon enough, he wiped his tears and raised his head. He took three deep breaths, looking out the window as he did.

As his gaze moved outside of his car, he saw Yoongi walking out of the library with the little boy, SeokYoon, in his arms giggling. Yoongi was smiling as well, smiling the same smile Hoseok has missed over the past four years.

Yoongi's car was parked on the opposite side of Hoseok's, diagnol from it to be exact. Hoseok watched as Yoongi strapped the boy into, what he assumed was, a carseat; which only added more fuel to Hoseok's thoughts on the boy being Yoongi's son, why would he have a carseat in his car if he didn't have a child?

After SeokYoon was strapped, Yoongi looked around the parking lot, his eyes stopping right where Hoseok's car was. It took a couple seconds for Hoseok to process the fact Yoongi was staring directly at him from the window.

With a fast beating heart, Hoseok pulled out of the driveway and drove home.

He was going to really need a hot bath.

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Yoongi knocked impatiently on the door, waiting for the person he knew was inside to open it.

It felt like hours before they did.

"Hello- No, Yoongi, what happened now?" the female on the otherside questioned with an annoyed tone, her brown hair flowing down her shoulders and her dark eyes boring into Yoongi.

Before Yoongi could speak, Seokyoon shouted, "Mama!" while running up to the female and hugging her legs.

"I'm sorry," Yoongi began, looking at the time on his watch and biting his lip anxiously, "but I need you to watch him for a couple hours. There's an emergency at the studio and I don't want to bring him because of what he did last time-"

"It was an accident."

"an accident that cost me a lot of hours fixing, Suran." Yoongi stated with slight annoyance, his voice firm as he spoke, "Please, it's on short notice and i'm still taking him afterward. Please?"

SeokYoon's mother, Suran, sighed, finally picking the boy up into her arms. Seokyoon began playing with his mother's long wavy hair, he giggled as the strands slipped through his small fingers, "Fine, but only because it's an emergency."

Yoongi clapped his hands happily, he walked up to Suran and kissed her cheek before ruffling Seokyoon's hair, "I'll be back before 9, promise, i'll see you later, Seok."

SeokYoon pouted as he watched his father walk away, "Bye, dada!" both Suran and SeokYoon were waving goodbye to the male as he went to his car.

The blond entered his vehicle and began driving to the studio, his thoughts finally consuming him as he did.

Yes, SeokYoon was in fact his son, yes, Suran was the woman he created SeokYoon with. No, they were not together, not even close.

Suran and Yoongi didn't mean to have a baby, it just kind of happened their last couple months of Senior year in college. Suran and Yoongi were both really close friends, she loved music just as much as Yoongi did and she has a heavenly voice. Yoongi was still heart broken because of what happened with Hoseok and Suran had just broken up with her boyfriend when it happened. They got drunk, had sex without protection, and bam, she got pregnant.

They kept the baby since Yoongi had already had an apartment at the time and Suran was going to keep the child despite what Yoongi wanted. Yoongi wanted to be in his child's life, it takes two to make a baby and he was just as responsible for it as Suran was. It wasn't easy at first, but they managed.

The two tried to be a couple for the baby, but figured out the hardway they couldn't be in a romantic relationship with one another; so they co-parent.

Suran takes SeokYoon for a week, Yoongi takes him for a week, on holidays the two are together with him, and every other Sunday they have lunch together. It became a thing for them and what they were doing worked for the both of them.

Suran had a boyfriend, Deoksu, who loved her and liked SeokYoon. It took awhile for Yoongi to get used to Deoksu, but that was a story for another time; or chapter.

Yoongi didn't want to reunite with Hoseok the way he did, especially when he had Seokyoon with him. He could only imagine how many questions Hoseok must have about the whole thing.

All the elder hopes is Hoseok let's him explain himself, he doesn't want to lose him again.

a/n

This is cutie Min SeokYoon

This is Suran
(for the sake of the story I made her age younger than it is in reality)