Mesperyian

Surprise

 

I hate this, I hate him, I hate them, how could they, why would he allow this.

One of his men has been abducted, one of his brothers is not home, my life is in danger, his old lady is, well his Old lady is fine but that's not the point. The point is they shouldn't be doing this. This is preposterous, they should be focused on getting Hell Hound home.

Hell Hound, I'm so stupid I haven't even called to see if his fine, I've been away for 4 days, I've been with my brother for 3, I've been in this club house for 2 and for those 2 days these guys have been partying.

I mean I get it they know where there "brother" is but he is not safe. We should be trying to get him here and then party.

I haven't told Jamie but I'm hitting the road today. I have to figure out why Reaper says I belonged to him before, there is only one possibility that crosses my mind but if it were him I would have recognized him I mean I know its been years but I'm sure he shouldn't have changed much.

So I'm going to visit an old friend of mine, this friend has all my files locked away safely. Away from any curious person surrounding me here or at Inferno Wolfs clubhouse.

Alpha has tried to call me and I've ignored all his calls. I'm not ready, I know I told him that I would be here and always will be his friend but I cant do it my heart aches everytime I here or say his name.

People say we have to be reasonable with other you know gove some get some but indent think it works that way.

You can sometine give all of you and bot get anything back because the human population works that way. We are all selfish, you can say all you want that your not, but at the end of the day in some way, some more than others, we are all selfish.

And theres no reason to feel ashamed or discouraged because of it. Fuck it we cant go our whole life doing for others. Because if you do then who will do for you? Who will give you?

I have given him myself for years. No, scratch that, I'm being a hypocrite, he probably didnt even know, if he did he would have set me straight from the beginning.

He would have told me that was a one way train, no return from his end. But that would have hurt more, is that why I keep pushing him further and further away? Because I dont want to get hurt? Or is it because I dont want him to feel the same way? He deserves better? I'm not saying I'm bad. Or that I'm trash, but he, goddes his, perfect, he is the definition of happiness, love and sexy all in one.

It's like having unicorns, rainbows, and sunshine in a pot. Way to good to be true. Or in my case way to good to be mine! There is definitely a girl out there that can give him what I cant.

And I'm not about to step in her way.

I zone back in to the scene and cant help but flinch at the sound of music blaring, windows vibrating and women grinding on men. I take another shot, I've lost count but I know I've had enough its catching up to me my eyes start to get drowsy and my body relaxed. I cant remember when the last time I got drunk was. But fuck it I'm leaving tomorrow why not.

"Hey." I whip my head to my left and se the guy from the warehouse, the one that was holding Axes head. I can't seem to get a word out and I dont know the guys name but I decide that staring was enough to make him feel acknowledged. He smirks at me and extendes his hand.

"Vegas" is all he says, and I cant seem to figure out if it's an invite, a code word, or what he called himself. So I go for the most obvious. And shake his hand.

"Mesperyian"

"Yeah I heard." He heard where? Who told him. I guess my face reflected what I was thinking because he laughed.