Remedy (NamJin ff)

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3rd Person's POV

The others were waiting outside the room. They didn't know what the two are talking about.

After a few minutes later, Seokjin walked out of the room.

"What did you guys talked about?" Jimin asked.

"It's nothing much. We just talked about random things. I'll just get going." Seokjin said then left before the others could ask another question.

"What do you think they talked about?" Taehyung asked.

"I have no idea. But Jin hyung looked like he just cried." Hoseok said.

"Let's just go inside." Yoongi said.

When they entered the room, they grew concerned at what they saw.

Namjoon was crying.

They all went by his side. They didn't know what happened between the two.

But they decided to just comfort Namjoon until he's calm and wait for him to tell them what happened himself.

Seokjin's POV

I can't believe it. Our friendship is over. Just like that.

Just because I liked someone else.

And he confessed. He said he likes me.

All of this just made me confused even more.

I liked Namjoon. I did. But when I started talking to Nami, my feelings for Nami started to grow, until my feelings for Namjoon started to fade away.

I don't know why, but I felt like I knew him for a long time, even though we just talked a couple of times.

Even though we have never met, I decided to accept my feelings for him.

But I didn't know that liking him can hurt someone else.

I didn't think enough.

I shouldn't have asked Namjoon for that advice.

I should've just kept it to myself.

I hurt him. Even though it's unintentionally, I still hurt him.

When I arrived at our house, I went straight into my room.

I cried and cried until I feel that I have let it all out.

After minutes or maybe hours of crying, I felt like I needed to talk to someone.

I immediately fetched my phone, then opened it.

I clicked on Nami's contact then messaged him.

Jin hyung
You might be busy right now.
But please reply when you can.
I don't have anyone to talk to.
I messed up real bad.
I almost caused someone's death.
I don't know what to do.
Please reply.
I really need you right now.

After minutes of waiting, still no reply.

Meybe he's just busy.

I'll just sleep for a while. I really can't do anything right now.

Namjoon's POV

It hurts so bad. It's not really his fault that he likes someone else.

But I just imagine myself getting hurt everytime I see him.

I can't live like that.

When I finally calmed down, they stared at me with worry.

That's when I decided to tell them everything.

"You guys wanna know what happened, right?" I asked them.

"You don't have to tell us if you can't." Jungkook said.

"I ended my friendship with him." I said.

"What?!" They all said.

"What happened? You two were alright earlier." Yoongi hyung asked.

"I just thought that I couldn't bear seeing him after knowing that he likes someone else." I said.

"That means that was the reason for the coming back of your suicidal thoughts, right?" Jimin asked.

"Yeah." I admitted.

"You know that's stupid, right?" Yoongi hyung said.

"I know. But that's just what I felt. So I did it without thinking." I said.

"You should talk to hyung." Tae said.

"I will. But maybe when I'm ready. I really can't right now. I was hurt." I said.

They nodded.

I don't know how long it will take for me to be ready.