Idol || StrayKids Fanfic

017 - May 17, LA Concert

minnie's pov
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The next morning was the day of the concert. i woke up to changbin touching up my body- he's touching up my body? Oh gosh. i giggled and he stopped quickly. "Sorry" he said and i chuckled as i slid my hand onto his chest "I'm really lucky you know?" I said and he chuckled "how so?" he asked. i began to lift his shirt "i get to see these abs before anyone else "I said and he kissed my head smiling. As we were cuddling and i was about to sleep jiyeon walked in saying we had to go to the concert. i rolled my eyes as changbin got up and i just laid on the bed "i don't wannaaaa" i whined and then i felt someone lift me up and sit me on the bed. That person being changbin "princess get ready" he said. Princess? He's never called me that. I giggled and nodded. He smirked and pulled away from being in my face and began to get ready. I got up and honestly I didn't want to do it anymore. Mornings are so hard for me and I just didn't want to be awake. I went into the bathroom and looked at myself in the mirror, and then began to cry a little just looking at myself, I'm losing it. I can't do it anymore to be completely honest. Being in the public eye and all these people talking about me. I opened my phone to see we were 3rd on trending. Opening it up people were just talking about how they can't wait to see the concert and hope we will give them the next new song. There was then a knock on the door "Minnie?" changbin said through the door "yeah?" I asked clearing my voice so I sound okay "can I come in?" he asked and I stood up and started watching my face "yeah" I said, he came in and hugged me from behind "I love you" he whispered and I smiled softly and continued to watch my face. He let go and walked out getting ready. We then had to head to the stadium and practice. As the boys practiced miroh my eyes were locked on changbin, why does he love me? I am nowhere near enough for him, look at him. I can't hold him back. I hold back this whole group, they could already have a comeback if it wasn't for me being here. They finished and we had to go on and practice our 3valatena song, as we preformed I fell midway and just laid on the floor, I stared at the ceiling for a couple seconds and then just closed my eyes trying not to cry, I can't do it today. The room began to go quite and I was put into full anxiety attack mode. I opened my eyes and the girls were staring down at me asking if I was okay and I just sat up "I'm sorry." I said getting up and just walking to a spare room where I can just go on my phone, texting jyp when crying

as i was typing to reply to him changbin came running in "minnie?" he said and saw me "baby what's going on?" he asked me and i just didn't look at him. holding my phone out for him to read it. he sighed and hugged me tightly after reading it and putting my phone on the table. i hugged him back and he just held me "it's okay to take a break" he said and i nodded as i cried into his chest. his manager then came in yelling saying he needs to go practice and get his make up done because these isn't much time left. he ran out and went to get his makeup done. i stayed in the back room for a bit and then the concert began.
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3rd person
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the same layout as the korean concert but this time minnie didn't do her solo and only did the 3valatena songs and gogobebe. she didn't come out for any q&a and stuff. as the girls were performing gogobebe to crowd seemed to notice there was something off with minnie. when she was singing they got extremely loud and minnie just smiled as she sang. the song ended and we were walking off as the room went quiet. then someone screamed  "don't go!" a female voice went and everyone screamed. the girls went off stage and then the boys preformed quickly before the girls came back on to preform there new song for 3valatena.