My Love Is A Gangster(completed)

chapter 59

Eva's pov :

"you were never my family , you were just a sperm donor and that's all" i saw my father clench his hands and anger vivid on his face 

"shouldn't you still show me some respect Eva, i am still your father , and Leo is merely a boy that i picked from the orphanage " i felt my heart beat faster as i wanted to kill the man that was sitting in front of my 

"you as*shole...." i was going to rush forward and hit him when a warm hand held me back and hugged me 

"calm down , stress isn't good for you " nick whispered soothing words in my ears  while he patted me on my back , i took a deep breath in as i calmed down 

"how the hell are you alive? who was the man that was killed that year and why the name Jackson Clark ? " i asked or more like spat at him 

"i knew that someone was betraying me but i couldn't know who it was , so i decided to fake my death for a couple of years and Jackson is my real name you should already know that , Clark is your mother family name " my father said while looking with fear at nick who was probably glaring t him.

"and why are you back ? and looking for me to?" i asked him this time calming down a lot 

"of course i am gonna look for you , your my daughter " he said right away without batting an eye

"cut the crap or i swear i will start using the same tutoring methods you taught me on you" i saw him shiver before he answered 

"okay , okay , i needed you to help me to find revenge , your an important assist for my gang " he said while looking at me with a smirk 

"you must be kidding and why the hell did you think that i would help you ? " i laughed as i answered , deep down i was breaking down , all along i had wished he was looking for me because he wants me back as he daughter but that was only a damned dream 

"i raised you to become who you are today , you are strong because of me , you had a good life because of me to , so don't you dare and turn your back on me " he screamed as he stood up letting the chair fall, inside my head and heart i was crying in pain , i cant believe that this man is my father , i put on a silly smile on my face as i laughed 

"a good life? who am i today ? all because of you ? you must be kidding " i said as i laughed 

"because of you i never had a normal childhood , i have killed enough people for a life time in only two years , i never knew what love was until i met Leo and Nickolas , so don't you dare and say that i owe you anything because you know damn well that the only thing that i owe you was the fact that you got my mother pregnant "  my voice was loud and cold my hand were trembling from anger and i could feel my head spinning as i leaned on Nickolas for support  

"okay , that's enough!" nick said as he held me closer as firmer so i wouldn't fall " i will take care of him , lets leave " i nodded my head as i didn't have anything else to say for the man that was standing in front of me , i turned around with nick but before i could move a hand held mine 

"wait , Eva , daughter you cant do this to me , you need to get me out of here " i smacked his hand away as my eyes turned cold again 

" a man like you doesn't deserve to live , air is such a waste on you " i saw him tremble in fear as we walked out of the room , the moment we stepped out i could feel all the tension leave my body , all of sudden an argue to throw up came over me as i smelled my surroundings again , i lifted my hand on my mouth and ran towards the entrance and once i was outside i leaned on a wall and started throwing up anything and everything inside my stomach , i felt a hand hold my hair while the other was patting my back 

"are you okay love ?"  nick said with a worried look on his face , i wanted to answer but i felt another wave come and i started throwing up again , after a while my stomach was empty and nothing was coming out anymore , my body felt weak and i could feel tears threatening to fall , i stood up straight as i leaned on nick , my legs went jelly and i almost fell to the ground , Nickolas held me up , all of a sudden all of the sadness i was feeling came out and tears started falling like a river , i hugged nick and started wailing like a kid , nick was probably panicking as he held me tighter and started patting my head 

"what's wrong love ? are you in pain ? should we go to the hospital ? is it the baby ?" i shacked my head 

"then what is it ? is it your father ?" i nodded my head 

" what do you want me to do , just tell me ?" i took a deep breath in as i buried my face in nicks chest even deeper 

"i don't know ...." i felt his body slump as he patted my hair again , after a while he bent down and lifted me up , putting one hand under my legs while the other behind my back and he carefully started walking towards the car , ben opened the door for us nick slid in while still holding me 

"thank you " i said to him when i calmed down 

"for what ?" nick asked as ben closed the door 

"your the reason that i know what love mean , i know that i said it a lot before but i will say it again i love you Nickolas royals, thank you for coming into my life ....."

A\N 

hey guys , omg this story is almost over and i don't want it to end , i feel like sh*t now , anyway i hope you like this chapter and don't forget to comment and vote