diary

17/1

i didn't talk to you today.
i felt bad you smiled at me but i just kept walking.
i wanted so badly to walk with you
but i can't
as i am trying to get over you
because i think i might be in love with you
i don't believe in love though
so i dont see how that possible
love is a deception
its a false illusion created so people don't have to say they are obsessed with others
it is an intense feeling of deep infatuation
but i guess that would mean i am deeply infatuated by you
but i do not wish to be
please stop making my heart jump.